''So I guess this is it?,'' His low voice is almost unheard by the other  , making the latter  turned his view to the speaking man besides him.It took him a few second to grasp the words and another second to sort out his answer.

''I guess it is,'' He reluctantly release a soft chuckle.A  fake one just to ease the air cause he hate it when things get so serious. 

''Did you two plan on anything in the meantime?,'' Seunghyun smiled and Daesung's attention instantly run from the latter's face to the slightly curve lips.He used to traced the thin lips before , well,before they are in this situation of course and he realized that he will have to forget the routine if they still pursue this.He will miss it , he got to admit but somehow he knew the damage have been done and nothing would ever return them to what they are before no matter how much they will to give themselves the chance.Spacing himself any unwanted regrets,he dragged his eyes away from the earlier spot to the pictureque scenery of blooming tulips  in front of him,inhaling the sweet scent of spring ,secretly hoping it would do a good favor to his trembling feels right now.

'' Ji did mention that he want us to do travelling after the final concert and  after me and you...well... make the decision.He said he want to hug the Eiffel Tower again,tsk,childish old man,'' Both of them let a small laugh escape between them, one of them faked it.

''I'm planning to move in with him,you know,since my mum and my sister are living with me,I can't do the other way around,its going to be awkward ,'' Daesung nodded, losing the fight with his brain to not find the similarity of the latter's plan with the things that they have done before.Different from what people had thought about him, Seunghyun is actually a great housemate or he can narrowed down the scope to a perfect roommate.He can wash,clean,cook and even watering plants if those things happen to be in his own territory, in his own house,his dolce vita as what Ji used to describe it.Daesung started noticing the older's unexpected character second after he moved into the latter's sacred place six years ago , living along with Seunghyun's mother and sister.They never had problems before,his mother is hella sweet and his sister had become like his biological one so he figured maybe Seungri preferred his own apartment .

''Did Seungri know you are going to drag along all the bearbricks? wait, did he know you are going to bring Mr.Kamen over?,''This time Daesung couldn't help to laugh over his own words especially looking at Seunghyun's guilthy expression that smeared all over his face.Seunghyun pouted and threw a soft punch to the younger's arm , knowing by heart how Daesung used to about the human-size superhero toy that he love so much.

''I think I'm going to left it with mom, she know how to clean it,'' Seunghyun spoke but somehow his voice couldn't hide his dissapointment of not be able to do the duty of  cleaning and admiring  the toy by himself.Daesung had known the latter for years to easily expect the emotion displayed by Seunghyun  considering a strange relationship between Seunghyun and his toys that sometimes he used to trap over jealousy with the affection showered by the said man to the souless object.

''I think Seungri likes Mr.Kamen too, I heard him talking about  Mr.Kamen's height that amazed him so much before .Who know he might let you go with that one ,'' Daesung pat Seunghyun's shoulder while shifting his view to his wrist,blindly reading the watch needle , ignoring the tense he feel when he touched the latter.Suddenly ,sense of panic enveloped him upon realizing the stubborn existance of his soft spot towards Seunghyun that still breed the butterflies in his stomach.However, the lack of the same response from the latter had manage to vanish all the feelings away in a spot, maybe Seunghyun had really move on from him he thought.

''Hope so.Ehem..what if you get bored with this one too? No, I mean..lose your affection like what you said before...to me..,'' The last two words was meant to be said in his mind but  he accidently let them visible to catch Daesung off guarded.Daesung's eyes twitched over the words and dropped his head lower, hiding his red face under his bang as he felt so shame to Seunghyun, to himself and to their old bond.The bond which they had treasured securely over five years with their undividing love devotion to each other.He is the one who punched the crack to their love shell and now he don't understand why he had to feel so guilthy over what he had done himself with his own sane mind.He should have protect them but somehow he let the devil of greed and dissatisfaction homed  his heart ,washing all over the love he had to him that he only saw flaws.He vowed to himself that that is going to be the last mistake he will let himself being dirtied with, that he will do it right with Ji.He cannot lose him, he couldn't afford it.

''I will fight for it hyung,I'm going to fight for us..,''Seunghyun couldn't spare his eyes away from Daesung's glassy one.He saw the look of determination in them and he envied Ji so much right now.He didn't have the same priviledge before and he couldn't help but to voiced out the curiosity.

''Then why didn't you fight for us before Dae?,'' He know he shouldn't have open the scar, he shouldn't let himself affected by the latter especially now that he had Seungri but Seunghyun is not a liar , in fact he is a bad one, even to his own heart.He can't deny the tingling feels he felt in his stomach when Daesung and pat his shoulder like their old days.He cannot ignored the soothing feel he get when hearing Daesung's laugh over his own joke and what more pathetic is he cannot hide the fact that he had to do a battle with his heart just to jokingly punch and touch the younger which obviously win by his heart.Five years is not a short time and this break up is like a sudden tornado invading their safe haven,instant and unexpected, totally didn't give any chance for him to prepare himself.

'' I'm, hyung, I did try but the time I realised the mistake , you had found Seungri while Ji Yong...he  had devoted his everything for me. I can't ruined you twice  and I can't ruined another untainted beautiful soul like Ji, I'm so sorry,hyung..,''The corner of Daesung's eyes finally broke like a dam, letting the tears racing down his cheek.He averted his gaze away from Seunghyun, the guilthy feeling had crowning his mind avoiding him from noticing the pair of arms that soon engulfed him in a tight embrace,effortlessly calming him from his miserable mind until he finally left sobbing in the latter's arm.

Seunghyun gently placed his hands at the other's shoulder pushing him out from his cradle only to get the full view of the latter's angelic features.Carefully like a handling a fragile doll, he let his thumbs swept away the remaining tears from the younger's eyes.He never like it on him , not now, not ever.

''I'm sorry Dae for making you fighting it alone.Sorry for not being man enough to heal the small cut we both caused to let it become a permanent scar in both of us.Sorry for giving up on us and sorry for ever permit you to go,I'm so sorry,'' His whole heart crumbled over his own words and Daesung quickly squeezed his hands together to exchange the deed.He know Seunghyun need it, he know although there is no tears from Seunghyun's eyes, Seunghyun are also broken in the inside because from Daesung's eyes, Seunghyun is still the manliest man he had ever met and Seunghyun hates crying.

'' Can we starts something new?,'' Daesung squeezed the latter's hand tighter but not to hurt him but rather to share their warmth.

''I will....... with Seungri and I know you will make Ji Yong the happiest guy in the world,'' Seunghyun smiled , brushing his thumb tenderly at the back of the latter's hand.The answer lit up Daesung's heart and he nodded in  excitement.

Cute.Seunghyun thought.

''Good..let's erase everything between us , or maybe we can still be friends?,'' Seunghyun stand up from the garden stool offering his handshake to the latter.Daesung followed his movement, patting his dusty jeans in the process.

He let his smile obvious enough it hide his eye as he grip the other's palm,''Forever''