The day before returning to Korea he was feeling so happy he couldn't wait to be there with her ,to be able to explain and  ask for forgivingness .

he was sitting with the members when in the TV the news about amber hurting her knee appear he stood up quicker than a bullet , the news said that she was returning to LA to get better ,be with her family until she was ok .

his world came crumbling down all of the sudden he feel like he couldn't breath leaving to go to his room , inside of it he felt his cheeks wet by his tears , god now he couldn't be able to talk to her or even see her and what happens if she decides to stay with her family 

he would be completely alone his heart thousand miles away form him . Months and months pass nobody knew anything about her, so it was such a pleasant surprise when the manager gather them to tell them that they were going to record a song with fx 

know his heart stared to bit so fast, he not only was going to see her again after a long time ,he was going to record a song with her , he couldn't wait .

The wait ended a Friday that day he was reaching the recording room when he saw a stunning blond girl drinking water outside the room; like she was waiting for someone as he got closer he almost choke the stunning girl was amber 

she looked so beautiful and girly with her new hair do ; he thought that he would always find her beautiful no matter what , he could see the other members exclaim how beautiful she look ;he only could stand there looking at her , she smile brightly at everyone and his breath caught when she bowed ===== hi onew oppa long time no see====

he was startled hearing her cold voice at him saying onew, she never did it before, was she angry? ,oh god he needed to talk to her the sooner the better , like always she was surround by her members he wanted to talk with her but no chance was given , he could feel her stare on him sometimes .

The last day of them recording the song he went to search for amber taking advantage that she had excuse herself to go to see CEO of the company , he was going to wait for her to exit ,they needed to talk, she was not leaving until they do so , he was walking towards the CEO office when he saw amber talking with a guy =====

amber you got hot , now you look like a woman , i think i would take you offer and take you for a spin what you say ?====== he felt angered this guy was talking like that to amber , she seem to smile to the guy getting, closer to him almost to close to comfort he saw her hands grasping his shirt to pull him closer to her, their faces inches apart she opened her lips to say something

he couldn't stand it anymore he begun to run the opposite direction feeling so hurt , stupid of course she wouldn't like him , he found himself sitting in the room they spend time together ,he was there for a long time, he didn't felt like leaving not yet ,

he raise his face when he heard steps approaching him seeing amber coming closer to him , standing up he brace himself to walk out from there, he didn't wanted to see her he was to hurt , he pass next to her stopping abruptly hearing her shout at him===== JINKI WHAT IS WRONG , WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME,WHY YOU DONT EVEN TALK TO ME ,WHAT DID I DID WRONG ,PLEASE ANSWER ME , DID YOU EVEN MISSED ME ====

he continue walking he didn't wanted to face her ,she grab his arms turning him so he could face her, seeing her in front of him after all this time , he was about to leave again when he saw her tears 

she was shaking a little her eyes full of anger confusion and something he didn't expect longing he didn't know what to do , he was at fault looking at her, a thought only running in his mind ===== why amber ? Why did you ki.......=====

he couldn't finish her hands on his arms pull him to her , as she place a soft kiss on his lips ,both of them gasping at the electricity running inside them , they look at each other for a second before their lips find each other again , their lips moving kissing nipping leaving each other; breathless all of the emptiness being full little by little as they kiss , she started to whisper ==== i missed you oppa ====

his lips kissing tenderly her neck , he had forgotten everything his mind going blank the second she kiss him ,now he couldn't stop her skin so soft, her smell drugging him in ,he was getting addicted and he didn't wanted to stop , his body freezing when she whisper in his ear ==== oh, jinki i love you =====

he look at her not believing her words all came to him like a flash what was happening; she was with another guy a few hours ago ;that made him step out from her embrace his voice full of anger ====yeah right; then why you kiss another guy amber , i saw you =====

her eyes got wide all of her body shaking ;she got close to him again ===== no you didn't , if you had seen everything you would had seen me getting close to him ,almost as i was about to kiss him to push him away screaming at him that i wasn't in love with him anymore that i couldn't believe that i ever liked him ,that now i had found someone that made me feel beautiful , cared , safe that i am in love with jinki 

i am in love with you stupid , i had been for months the day after you kissed me ,i couldn't sleep my mind recalling your lips, i could still feel them in mine , i came here the next day i wanted to hear the reason why you kiss me ,in my heart i was hoping that you felt something for me other than friendship i would have taken a chance with you i knew that i could have learn to love you because i was starting to like you before the other guy

i was stupid ,i didn't saw it ,i didn't realized it until you kiss me ;you never came so i thought that i was wrong that you kissed to shut me up or because you felt sorry for me , when i was home i missed you so much, i started to longed for you then i couldn't lie to myself anymore i knew that i was in love with you .

then i came here after months and i was so cold to you; i am sorry i didn't know what to do, i was still a little mad ,hurt about you not coming , i wanted to distant myself for you because i didn't wanted to be reject again, i didn't know what happen not until minho told me that you desperately wanted to call me , reach for me but couldn't , how sad you were in japan , hope starting to grow inside of me again , tell me i am not wrong ,that you like me too =====

saying this her hand touch my cheek i was perplex she really loved me; i couldn't speak i lean close to her taking her lips against mine as i kiss her gently both of our bodies pulling themselves closer until were flush against each other

her hands in the back of my neck as she caress the hair there ,my hands caressing her cheeks as we kiss ;parting myself to breath as i whisper in her ear==== god , i love you amber , i had love you for so long , since the first time i saw you when we were only trainees , how much i wanted to talk to you ,to get closer to you but i was scared that you wont like me ,i am glad that i did ,i am so happy amber so happy, i promise i will be here for you always ====.

She smile at him naughtily ==== jink just shut up and kiss me OK, we have lost so much time been apart from each other , no more ok , i love you ===== i smiled at her before placing my lips on top of her ==== as you wish amber, as you wish ,my love ===== she smile at me === you are so cheesy oppa but i like it =====my mind screaming at me FINALLY.