The next day he was grinning like a idiot everybody say so and made fun of him but he didn't care , he talked to her to amber for the first time alone and it was great , he went to the company secretly looking all of the rooms to see if he could see her but he didn't he sighed thinking that maybe it was just a one time thing .

he was eager to see when he was going to have the same chance , after dance practice he excuse himself to go the restroom walking there he could listen to a sound coming from a room as he got closer he could hear a sweet voice singing to a guitar notes he stop frozen when he saw amber sitting on the floor again in an almost dark room , he enter and started clapping .

she stopped playing smiling at him like she was relieved happy to see him==== that is a beautiful song amber , you have a pretty voice you should sing more often ==== she started laughing but her laugh felt different it wasn't as brilliant as always now it was a upset laugh ====== you are joking , i only can rap that is what i do; the only thing i can do ======

he sense something bothering her so he sit next to her looking at her ===== ok , talk to me amber what is wrong ?=====she sighed ==== is just that everybody label me as a rapper and nothing else before it didn't bother me ; i am so glad that i was chosen to be an idol but now sometimes i hated it is like people cant see beyond that , i want to do so many things i know that i am not girly or even pretty like the others but i am girl too damn it , i want to be recognize as one not as a boy====

he didn't know what to say ;no he couldn't lie to himself ,he knew exactly what he wanted to say but he couldn't it would be to soon to sudden for her to understand or even believe ==== you are a pretty girl amber , never doubt that ,so what if you dress in boy clothes if people cant see that you are girl don't pay any attention they must be blind not to see it ,if you want to do more in the group tell them; take a chance they wont say no ,surprise people like i know you can ,amber you are so talented; they wouldn't know what hit them , just don't ever change , you are perfect they way you are =====

he smile at her , she look at him her fingers touching his arm==== i am sorry oppa ,i don't know what is wrong me, i don't even know what i am saying; forgive me ===== he placed his hand on top of hers ===== is ok i am glad you talked to me , now can you tell me more about the song =====

her smile brighten the room she was telling him that she written the song and she was going to play it in front her members and manager to see if it could be in the new album, minutes pass to hours both of them laughing and talking form Korea to aliens , he startled when he heard taemin calling him he stood up, walking to the door he stop and turn to her trying not to stutter ==== amber , i am glad we talk , if you want we can do this more often , we can meet here if you want; now that both groups are recording new albums and we have to be here almost everyday ====

she was silent, so quiet that he thought the worst so he turn to leave ==== oppa i like that too, see you tomorrow then bye ===== he left the room with a big grin on his face.

Almost every day for over a month they would see each other in the piano room and they would talk about almost everything he was getting so wrapped around amber he like her more and more with each passing day

she was opening her self to him making him feel important ,she sometimes would shed tears talking about her family so he would do silly things like tripping making funny faces for her to laugh so hard that sometimes she would roll on the floor after she calmed down she would hug him tight and whisper thank you in his ear .

one day it all change he enter the room and he saw amber crying her eyes out something bad must happen she doesn't cry like this even when is about her family he run to her ===== amber what happen ?===== she raised her face and hug him ===== oppa ,the guy i like told me that i was ugly and he would never go out with me =====

he felt himself getting so angry that his hand curled in fist ;how dare he say those things to amber ===== shh amber , he is lying , you are pretty ==== she looked at him moving herself to leave his hold=== no, he is not , i am not pretty oppa nobody likes me , why nobody likes me oppa?====

he looked at her eyes , he lean close to her closing the little gap between them; kissing amber for the first time ;his lips on top of hers , he could feel her soft lips against his, she was surprise, she didn't move so he caught her lips between his, kissing her again , he felt her stir her lips moving shyly against his ,her arms around his neck pulling him closer , his hands caressing her cheeks as their lips kiss each other;

what started to be innocent it was becoming more and more passionate; a soft moan came from when he nip softly her bottom lip ,making her lips to part a little making him feel breathless ,he parted from her lips ,resting his forehead on top of hers ,

she was looking at him, eyes full of questions that he didn't know if it was the time for them to be answer ==== why?==== amber you don't know , what you do to me don't you , amber i ......====

he could hear the members shouting his name he sighed; he didn't wanted to leave not now he stand up with her hand in his ==== amber we need to talk please , see me here tomorrow ok ====

he smiled at her as he place a gentle kiss on her hand he started walking towards the door his eyes on her until his back bump with the door , tomorrow he would tell her everything he wouldn't wait anymore.

Minho approach him with a big smile when he enter the van ==== hyung ,we are going to japan today , we will be there for a week , so get ready hyung ,i am so excited ====

his smile vanish ;no he needed to talk to amber , but it was already late , he was being drag to pack and leave for the airport in a hour , he ask minho==== min, do you have amber phone number ?==== minho look at him a little surprise ==== no , i don't hyung why you still don't have her number hyung ,i been seeing you here with her for weeks ?====

he was  getting more and more anxious, he went almost running to key ignoring minho voice talking to him , he saw key in his room packing==== key, do you know the phone of amber or someone of her group ?==== key look at him thinking about the answer ==== no , i don't , i am sorry, what do you need it anyways ===== he didn't know what to say so he just turn and left the room .

His sadness was noticeably for everybody in the group; he only sighed staying quiet when they ask him what was wrong , even when he took the plane his eyes tear up a little thinking what would happen to amber when she notices that he in wasn't coming ,he pray that she wouldn't think that he didn't go because he didn't feel nothing for her or that he just kiss her to make her feel better and he did but the kiss meant so much than that to him .