Hey guys ~ it has been a long time since the last time i update . i'm so so so sorry abt that. i'm senior now so it's hard for me to blance my time. But i can do it now so from now on i'll try to update one per week untill this story end. And for ur info , this story will have 33 chapters or maybe 34. i'm still not so sure abt that . Anyway i'll try to finish it soon . ok ~ excuse time is end now let's enjoy the new chap ^^ Hope u still like it ^^ 

Chanhee's POV
I cant tell how much i wish this day wont come. Today is the last day . I'll have to leave by tomorrow. I was lying look at Byunghun and wait untill the morning. His sleeping face is so cute. I cant see him or lying beside him like that anymore. I'm now carresing his face " i love u . Remember that and please forget abt me as soon as possible" i dont know if what i do is right or wrong but i need to protect him and so do our child. I'll give the child back to him when the time come. "I'm sorry both of u . I'm so sorry" I thought while touching my belly. I slowly get up from the bed, wash up myself then write a letter for him . Another letter to tell him that i wont come back and no need to find me. That Shin Taeha sent me a message again said that dont betray him or he will kill my child and Byunghun. When i read that text, i remembered how crule he is when he hit me before . I shouldnt make him angry. After all he is in dark side and i'm in bright side; i cant know what he will do but he can see clearly what im doing. After finish the letter with all tears in there i went to the kitchen. It's too early so Omma and Mrs.Kim havent waken up yet. I prepared the breakfast. The last breakfast. Suddenly i wanna throw up and immediatly rush to the sink . But nothing come out. "Be a good child now. Omma need to cook for your Appa. I know u dont wanna go so do i but we need to go . So try to be a good child and help me ok? " i thought touching my belly again. I already finished everything when Mrs.Kim come in
"Channie~ u already finished ? Why u woke up so early. Aren't u tired?"
"I'm fine . Dont worried abt me. Please help me take care of all family, Aunt"
"Ofc i'm doing it now. But why suddenly u said that?"
"No nothing. I'm pregnant so it's hard for me to do thing . The morning sickness is killing me now" i said while smiling. I'm lying now. I feel really  bad abt that
"Ok i got it . Come back to your room and take some more rest . U look pale. I'll take care of everything left"
"Ok~ i'll go now" i said then give her a hug . This is the last time


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When i reach my room . My belove husband is still sleeping soundly . Such a cutie. He look like a baby when he is sleeping . I lying down beside him and just like he know i'm here . He immedately hug me tight and bring his face to my neck and sniff it. He is like a puppy . So cute. I'm a crule wife who will leave the husband behind and runaway. Just by thinking abt it make me cry alot . Then he move abit , rubbed his eyes and said
"Why u cry in this early in the morning?"
"It's nothing i just too happy coz i have u here with me"
"That's it. Come on. Shhh~ dont cry . I'm here , i'm here . Dont cry ok?" he said while wipe my tears away
"U should take a shower now. We will have breakfast soon. I cant wait to see our baby room" i said with fake smile
"Ok ok ~ i'll go now . But first give me morning kiss my lovely wife " he said  . Ofc i'll do it . It's the last time for morning kiss.
"So sweet " he said while getting down of the bed. After he take a shower we went to the dinning room to have breakfast with everybody . The last breakfast .........

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Niel's POV

I'm now having breakfast with Minsoo Huyng . Today is the day that we will pretent to go to a holiday together and we will have to tell ppl abt our realationship later . Even i'm doing a good thing now i still cant feel happy . I still dont think runaway like Channie Hyung is the great thing . And i wanna know why he wanna go this early. He really love Byunghun hyung i can tell that just by look at them . They went throught alot of hard thing to stay together.  Why they need to be a part again?
"Come on dont think abt it anymore. I know u are sad but u need to try for Channie 's sake. If we dont go with him we cant find him later" Minsoo Hyung said while holding my hands. I know that's what we should do but should i just tell Byunghun Hyung abt this . Maybe he will have other way to solve this problem
"I still think we should tell Byunghun Hyung abt that " i said while look at his eyes
"We will tell him but not now . At least let's Chanhee calm down abit. Now the only thing he wanna do is runaway. If we leave him alone how can he give birth or even live . He has no family"
"Yeah~ u are right~ at least for now" i said while leaning on Minsoo Hyung 's shoulder. I can understand how it feel if i need to be a part from Minsoo Huyng . I think i can understand how Channie Hyung feel now.


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 Chanhee's POV

we are now in our baby's room . Wow~ this room is really great . All the wall were painted with white and  full with cartoon characters. We decided to do that coz we still dont know our baby will be a boy or a girl . The room full with colorful stuff . Such a cute room . "But sadly u cant stay at here baby . Omma's sorry. Omma doesnt wanna do that . But i need to do that so please undestand it . I'll give u back soon . U will come back here soon baby. So just stay with me a little while." I talked to my baby while touching my belly .A pair of warm arms wake me up from my dream
"Do u like it? "
"Yeah~ i love it. Thank you for everything u did to me. Remember i always love u ,Byunggie" i said then kiss his lips
"Ofc i'll always remember that. And u will always be here to tell me that every morning" listen untill here made me wanna cry . I'm the worst wife ever. Suddenly i wanna throw up " baby ya~ dont be like that . Omma sorry . I'll take u back soon so please be a good baby untill that time " i thought while touching my belly . Then i released Byunghun is now patting my back
"Are u ok? Shall we go to hospital?" He said with worry tone
"No ~ it's ok . Just morning sickness . Dont be worried . I'm fine" small smile appeared on my face
"Dont hide anything from me .Just tell me if u feel uncomfortable ok?"
"I'm fine for sure dont worried . No need to carry me . I can walk "
"Ofc i need to take really good care for my belove wife and child. Remember u are not on your own anymore . U are now a mother" he said then kiss my cheeks. I have nothing to say anymore . After all this is the last time so i'll accept it happily

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Niel's POV
we are now at the front door . It's the time . My heart is beating realy fast now . Minsoo Hyung and me are a couple for real but the thing that we will go on a vacation is not the truth. I'm so nervous now. I have been like this since morning . After we told it with my family . All my Appa said is "it's ok if u still can study well". My Omma kept asking abt Minsoo Hyung's family and his job . After knowing all she want . She just said "fine~ at least u wont die of starving". That's nothing suprised . It's really like my parents. They said like i'll become his wife immediatly . Actually i was really happy coz Minsoo Hyung is really serious abt our realitionship . He is now holding my hands
"Come on . Let's go in"

"Hey yo bro . So u are now a couple ? U guys are so slow" Jonghyun said right after saw us. "wow~ the infomtion flied really fast" i thought 
"Yeah~ that's right. Why u two so slow like that?" Now is Changhyun 's turn
"Calm down guys let them talk first" it's Uncle
"It's because this guy here still love someone else not me" i said
"What? Who?" Jonghuyn really curious abt that
"That's truth but the other truth is i needed to confess forth time untill this man here agree to be mine"  Minsoo Hyung point at me
"Really? Wow~ what are an arrogant man" Changhyun said
"So what will u guys do now?" Aunt said with a bright smile
"We will go on a vacation "
"Really?? Where? And when ? Can we go to ? " Jonghyun said
"No u guys cant" i said with annoying tone
"Wow~ look !! No need to be like that . We wont go even u invite us " jonghyun said. I keep glaring at Channie Hyung he just sit there in Byunghun Hyung's arms . He looks pale and weak . His eyes are all red . They havent said anything from the beginning

"we will go to French . But we cant invite you guys coz i wanna have more time with Niel so he can totally trust me. untill now he always think that i still have feeling for other ppl not  him . i need this time to prove my love to him . im sorry" Minsoo Hyung said. i dont know if he is talking the real thign or just an excuse so ppl wont ask to tag along with us . i really mind abt it . after all he is my boyfriend now and i'm a selfish man no adoubt

"when will u two go ?" Uncle asked 

"we will go tonight " Minsoo Hyung said while i still frozen beside him

"tonight ?? why it's have to be so fast like that ?" Byunghun Hyung said for that first time

"there is no special reason . i just want to go now " Minsoo HYung said again

"Ok ok ~ stop talkking abt it . it;s up to you . after all your parents already accepted it so do as u guys want. ok ~ guys let's eat' Auntie said bring me back to reality

"ok ok nobody will distrust u guys" Uncle said . i still stick with my own world untill someone tuoch my shoulder. it's Minsoo Hyung 

" all i said just now is what i really  wanna do " he whisper in to my ears then kiss my cheeks . that made me wanna scream out loud " he is really mine now . i dont know he can be that sweet" i smile with that 

after dinner we are now siiting in living room watching tv together . All ppl are happy now except Channie Hyung . He is leaning on Byunghun Hyung's chest with sad face. DOnt know why but i keep looking at him and mt tears are not start forming in my eyes " why he need to go ? why he need to leave his husband behind while carring his child? if it 's me i cant do that. how can i leave Minsoo Hyung ?" think untill her made me wanna cry. Minsoo Hyung seem like can read my mind . He is now hugging me tight with his left hand and whisper into my ears

"dont cry baby. u'll make ppl curious abt it and it'll be hard for Chanhee to control his tears when u cry . u know he is trying reallly hard to control it now . dont be like that . hide ur crying face now " with that i immediatly hide my face in the conner of his neck and keep sobbing silienly a little more while he is kissing th etop of my head to calm me down

Chanhee's POV

Niel is crying now . i know that just by look at the way he is hugging Minsoo Hyung. i'm the one who made them go through this hard thing . i'm really bad person. i really wanna cry now so i hug Byunghun tighter and bring my face to the conner of his neck 

"what's wrong baby ? arre you tired ? should we go to sleep now ?"

"no.... i'm ok . just wanna cry abit "

"why? because of the movie ? oh~come on . it's nothing at all dear. They will be back together soon. you are so sensitive these day. is it because of this lovely baby?" he said while rubbing my belly slightly and didnt forget to wipe my tears off ."im sorry Byunghun ya~ . u are too good to be truth"

"Omma,Appa, we will go first . Channe is a bit tired now " Byunghun said

"it's ok . i still can be here " i dont wanna go . this is the last time after all

"go and take some rest Channie . you look so pale now " Omma said. with that Byunghun pull me to our room 

"baby ~ tell me what happened ?" he asked and i was like did he know something ? 

"no nothing . why u asked ?" i refused to look at his eyes 

"you are easily to cry these day is it ok ?? are you not feeling well?" luckily it's not like he know anything

'i think it's just because of our baby. i'm fine dont worried .Can you hug me now ?" i said while reaching my hand out

"ofc i can do that all day . if u feel comfortable when i do that i'll do it all day " 

"i love you Byunghun ya~ if one day i have to leave or maybe i cna be here wiht u . u need to take good care of yourself and remember i always love you . u are my one and only love in this life . if there is other life i'll be your wife again. please rememeber that!!!!"

"Hey come on ~ why u said like that ?? u wanna go some where ?"

"ofc i cant go anywhere . where can i go while you are my family. dont worried. i'll stay wiht u forever" i said  "but in your heart" is what i thought

"i trust u . u wont never leave me alone here " he said and tighter his hug . "im so sorry baby i'll betray u just afew hours later . please dont find me and please hate me . i deserved that" i thought while crying on his shoulders. then he kissied my lips passoinatly ..........

We had sweet moment together . i hope my love can reach him through our kiss and our sweet moment .now my baby is sleeping soundly next to me . i slowly caressing his face. kiss his lips then get off the bed . it's time to go . all i bring with me is some clothes and our ring . actually i wanna give it back to him but i cant take it off my finger so i decieded from now on i'll wear it on my neck

"good bye Byunghun . my biggest love in this world .i"m so sorry " i whisper, kiss his lips slightly then head off . i walk down stair slowly and get out of the house successfully. Minsoo Hyung and Niel will wait for me in the first crossroads. they cant pick me up on the front gate coz of the security camera

Finally we are now in the plane . i cant stop crying since i left the house . i'm runnign away from my heaven . that's the most painful thing from now on i need to live a life withut him my belove Byunghun .........................

How it is ?? is it ok ?? is it too short ?? i hope it's ok coz i wrote it during exam so i think it abit lacking of emotion :((((

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