I miss you honey ...

TAENG POV

`another day had passed by . My girls really understands what situation that im in right now ...`

My heart : Feel better ?...

Taeng : Quite better ....

My heart : Are you sure?

Taeng : I-I dont ..

My heart : you are lying ever since !!!

Taeng : Yes I am , ...

My heart : he's not for you , get it? listen to your heart (me)

Taeng : I ...still love him .

My heart : I feel the same way , but it's way too long .
you shouldnt wait for someone who doesnt love you ...but if Taeng wants to wait ...
So let's be hurt together because of him ....

Taeng : Sighs

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TAENG POV

"Taeng unnie !! wake up now ! we've make something special for you today :)"

as im trying to wake up , I saw my girls are standing around my bed while bringing me a cake .I immedietly wake up and change my position...

"ya? what's this for?..."

"It's for you taeng eonnie" Yuri smiles sweetly .

"ne,we make it our own .. " Soo young claps happily to make me surprised.

"since last night while you are sleeping ..." Seo yawns

"yes, right Seo ... well,it's just for you my dear ..." Sica continues with a warm smile and the other's too .

"ahh , thank you so much girls...but what is it about? i guess it is not my birthday ."

"yeah, it's because that you are having a great mood last night" Sunny explains and Fany continues "and we are happy to see you alike that last night.so we decide to give you something special today as a present ..."

"oh yeah Thank you for the sushi and the medicine eonnie,even though im having period pain last night.even sica wouldnt take care of me well" Yoona laugh while looking at Sica .

I can see Sica smiled teasingly to her and suddently lowers her body to me and said "SURPRISE my lady ..."

"Oh my, Thank girls .. i am really happy to know that you did this by yourselves ..I love you girls " I stand up gently and suddently they make a HUGE hugs between them while in the middle of them .

"eonnie ! this is for you ..." Seo take a piece of cake to feed it to me . "ahh gomaweo my dear ..." but then Fany accidently pushed the cake on Seo's hand.

"ahh? mianhae eonnie ..." Fany apologise.

"here you go my dear ..." I feed Seo and Fany .

the girl claps happily...

`Girl's...What a wonderful day i have with you guys ...I love you all `

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Still Taeng POV

I took my diary planning write something .but then i feel bored.so i stopped writing and decide to do something else .

While looking everywhere on the table , drawer's in the closet and under my bed I accidently found something memorable to me ... I took it and flipped it to the next page.
`ahh ~ It's my album .. and it's our album. i miss to look at his face . where'd he go?..`

*laugh alone*

`honey? do you remember this photo? you took this photo when we are playing Truth or Dare . I miss it so much. this time,i remember that you DARE me to do aegyo ,because you know how much i hated to do Aegyo infront of you.. :') you edit the photo isnt it dear? *sigh* what a noob us ...:)`

`ohh , what about this?i remember something funny about this photo ...we were baby sitting someone's baby ..
at first, i thought that you are texting someone,so i make a childidh pose infront of you..you are so evil that you took the photo without i know ...`

`*smiled alone* you also took this photo at the airport? ..that's sweet of you my dear ...`

`This one, is when you said that you want to take my photo with those cute pen
so i make a slight pose of it ..you edit this one too...sigh ... honey ?, i miss you ....`

`I did capture something .. you were looking at your schedule in your dressing room,
I wanted to do something,but i decide just to take a photo...`

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im sitting in my room alone,while my girls are having fun with their games downstairs, I take my time..And accidently I remember the flashbacks...

*1st Flashbacks* (walking by the lake)

"Teukie? are you sure you dont want anything?"

"yes baby, im alright ... it's you who im worried about" he said

"why me? im okay.you're the one who is sick...come i'll feed you something"

"aish you stubborn girlfriend of mine" he laugh

"and you my stubborn boyfriend should listen to me .." I smiled suddently he carries me on his back ..

*2ndFlashbacks* (at his house in the couch)

"honey .. dont you know that you are sweet, that's why i love you..." Teuk said while playing with my soft hair .

"aish you always knows how to make me blush...thank you my dear" I leaned on his shoulder's

"ahh, i always do baby .." Teuk rubs my hair and smile ...

*3rd Flashbacks* (Lean in the empty field at night)

"honey, dont you think that tongiht is a windy night?" I asks

"yes it is ..wait, do you see those shimmering star over there?" he points at it

"oh that? i know,it's lovely ..."

"just like the one beside me . Just lovely." he looks at me and winks .

"ahh let's make a wish?" I suggest to him while switch position to sit

"a wish?as you say so..." he also changed his position . few minutes then,

"done !!" I shouted .

"what did you wish for?"

"well, you tell me first?" i smiled

"ahh arasseo,"he looked at the star and continues "..hmm, i was wishing that both of us will be forever ..and wont be seperated as in FOREVER TAETEUK ?.." and then he rolled his eyes to look at me as i were looking at the starts too .

"i like that...but, what makes you say that?'Wont be seperated'? "

"I-....I love you honey ..." he holds my hand and I leaned on his shoulder .

"ne, i love you too my dear ....."

*end of flashbacks*

My tears dropped while im replaying the flashback...and wonder's

`a day without you , it's like forever without knowing where did you go ...`

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"eonnie!!? it's time to go now, what are you doing?" Seo suddently knocked the door .

"ahh~ ne , im here .. just a second!" i wipe my tears and keep all the things ...

"eonnie, we are waiting for you .. dont you remember? let's go shopping!!" Seo shout's

"ne,how could i forget?"

"ya what took you so long?" Sunny gets in .

"ya? what are you doing taeng? still not ready? come on! they are waiting for you ..." Sunny smiles

"iye iye, i'll be downstairs in just a minute .."

"arasseo,dont be too long" Sunny immedietly grabbed Seohyun's arms and went downstairs ...

sigh, they do really care about me .what about you ?... I miss you , i want to tell you a hundred times or more if you hear me.. im clueless ...and I miss you badly ...