If Only I Knew

I love you, I remembered confessing to him. Please accept my love, I remembered begging him. If I wasn’t so desperate, I would have laughed at the look on his face. If I wasn’t so broken, I would have stopped humiliating myself.

Of course, he rejected me. Staring at me in pity, he declined.

Why? I remembered asking him. We’re perfect, I remembered telling him. If I wasn’t so disheartened, I would have shouted. If I wasn’t so stubborn, I would have slapped myself for uttering such inanities.

Of course, he laughed at me. Turning around, he walked away.

I hate you! I remembered yelling at him. You’re a bastard! I remembered shouting at him. If I wasn’t so self-centred, I would have seen his radiant smile directed to him. If I wasn’t so bitter, I would have seen how perfect they were.

Of course they were.

I love you, I remembered him confessing. Love me forever, I remembered him pleading. If I wasn’t so blind, I would have seen their love. If I wasn’t so foolish, I wouldn’t have burn my wings trying to reach him.

If only I knew, I wouldn’t have fallen so deep into disgrace.  

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