“uncle jjong are you ok?”asked minho,he already wearing his uniform and black bag hang on on his shoulder,minho is ready for school when he found his step father still lying on the bed

 

 

“iam ok, I always need extra time to lying my on bed,iam getting old,don’t make me envy young man..”said jonghyun playfully with a little giggling from minho,his uncle is a humoris person althought he has bad healthy condition

 

 

“minho,breakfast ready..”scream key from out there

 

 

“take care uncle..thanks for the dinner last night..bye..”minho give him a warm hug like usual before leave the room and walk to the table wheres many things that makes his belly ringing hardly

 

 

“are you pet a frog in your stomatch minho yah?”said his umma teasingly,makes minho shy and block his stomatch with his bag

 

 

“umma,is uncle jjong will be alright?”asked minho while rubbing his bread with chocolate jam,worried about his uncle that looked so pale this morning

 

 

“his getting worse lately but he never talked or showed his weakness to anybody else..but,he still makes a joke and laught with us so,I don’t really worry..yet..”said key and positioning himself beside minho and enjoying his hot coffe,minho just nodded with mouth full of chocolate bread,there is a silent moment for a second,until key break it,”well……seems like,your appa had some fun recently..”

 

 

“yeah,he is much better right now..i never found him drunk again since a mounths ago,and we were spent much time together after we finished with our own business,and he’s back with his sangtae..”said minho,makes the older guy smiling ,”actually,yesterday he looked like he wanted to tell me something..but he delayed it,and maybe we would have a free talk session this night..”said minho again,”umma whats wrong?”asked minho,his umma looks happy a seconds ago and now his face just blank

 

 

“iam happy,he already got back his sangtae,and iam sure there is someone behind all of his progress..if iam right,I hope he is a good person..”minho look at his umma questionly,key caressing minho’s black hair then,”he is free person sweety,its not imposible if he interesting to someone else,beside,he still handsome enough to be an ongoing old person in his 37 years old..”

 

Minho looked down to his feet,he knows that his umma still loved his appa very much and also his appa,but a moment a view years ago had passed and nobody’s could back to the past,he couldn’t blame jonghyun for made key and jinki had to separated,all he could do,is to make proud his both parents and makes them happy

 

 

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“riiiiiiiiing”

 

 

“hey minho my man,how was your happy dinner last night??”jinon come closer to minho and give a clap sigh and minho respon it

 

 

“great..how about your party?iam sorry I always rejected your invited jinon..”said minho,wrapping his hand around jinon’s soulder

 

 

“it must be more perfect if I got Choi Minho to my party..yeaah..”both of them laught together after minho gave a little punched on jinon’s stomatch,”o yeah minho,who was the beauty last night?is that yours??”asked jinon,rised his eyebrows in exited,minho looking at his friend with confuse gaze,”I was picked my friends up to my house then I saw your father and beauty boy were in the seasided café…but I didn’t see you…”said jinon,try to remembering while minho just freeze his looking to the floor

 

 

“I had dinner with my umma and his husband in their house,jinon.”jinon eyes getting wider as he heard minho’s clarification

 

 

“holy minho no-way..was he your father’s??”minho doesn’t replay anything and makes jinon scream like a crazy fangirl,”GOD BLESS YOUR FATHER FOR ING SAKE!!HELL your father for dated a FREAKING HOT BEAUTY BOY!!”

 

 

Minho slapped jinon’s head for make him back to reality,”stop that,you such a nuts!everybody would thingking bad about my appa and I will smack your for doing that..”

 

 

“hahhahaha,I just,oh man…seriously,you have to learn to your father how to showing your charm dude..”minho just sight in smile and removed his hand form jinon’s soulder

 

 

“I want to go to library,we have math test remember?wanna join?”offered minho

 

 

“you must be kidding..ill go to library if you come to my next time party..see ya!!”they wave to each other and minho step his leg to his favorite place..that wasn’t lie for test math and minho has ready for his book on the table,but as he opened the page,his mind is absolutely lost to somewhere,maybe he has to prepare himself for anything his appa would tell him later

 

 

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Minho has already prepared some food,soft drinks and chess as his appa asked him..like another night before,jinki and minho would playing some game and watching a movie until morning after that because this is friday night..usually,minho always take his book right in his arm and read it while waiting his appa,but this time,nothing interest him excapt his appa’s story..it has been a thousand times he taken a long sigh,he ever thought that someday his appa would be with someone else,but he never wished that it will be happen

 

 

“iam home..”a familiar sound finally arrived,minho sit straightly,ready for greet his appa

 

 

“welcome home appa..”greet minho

 

 

“I was rent a view movies for us,choose which one will we watch first ok?i gotta bath,just a minute..”said jinki as he took out 5 different movies on the table..he rowing the movies and start to choose,all movies is his and jinki’s favorite story,mostly action and mystery,war,little bit drama and also gag,but tonight,war and competition story will fill their night..after a view minutes had passed,jinki finally come with a big towel on his head

 

 

“done?”asked him while he sit on the chair that facing minho,minho nodding surely

 

 

“we will watching Rescue Dawn,Soldier From War,Pearl Harbour,Children of Glory and Glory Road,I take the most interesting movie in the end..how do you think?”asked minho and give the last movie he mentioned before to jinki

 

 

“I always choosed the best..haha..well,lets start the game..”jinki took the movie down and ready for playing while minho just looking at him,”what happen minho?where’s your Friday night spirit?is this the time you’ll let me make you as a loser son??”asked jinki half mockingly,his son is quite lazy for playing seems like

 

 

“appa you said you want to tell me something..”said minho in serious tone,jinki just give him his nothing expression,jinki sangtae mode on then he clap his hands one as he remembered it

 

 

“a yeah!!how could I forget??dumb dumb dumb”jinki said in the fast tone,little bit shaking because of nervous too

 

 

Minho just smiling on his appa action,”start it appa..”

 

 

“its quite long,I don’t know where I have to start..”said jinki nervously

 

 

“from very beginning maybe?”

 

 

Jinki take a long breath,”ok..i wont take a long time because I already practiced it million times……………….i have a lover minho..”it wasn’t suprising minho though that he already know his appa would say it

 

 

“really??how?since when?why you never told me earlier??”asked minho

 

 

“yeah,I met him 2 months ago,after had a little conversation and shared each other life story,I felt I had interesting in him,so I met him everyday,and I was happy that he really exited everytime I asked him to had a walked together,a month later,I told him that I liked to be with him and hope that he wouldn’t leave me and………yeah,you must be know what the next,he told me the same thing and…..we were finally officially date..”said jinki,he smile widely along he told the story to minho,and his face is really red right now

 

 

“pretty fast enough..but why you just tell me now?”asked minho again,little bit disappointed on his expression

 

 

“iam sorry minho,I just,I wanted to make sure that I wouldn’t losed this one,but really,I did anticipated myself to tell you the truth..”said jinki,feel really sorry for his son while minho just nodding his head slowly and looking down to the floor,”why minho?you don’t like it?”minho just keep silent,”please minho,I really need him..dont ever think that I don’t need you,of course I need you!you just my only one reason why I keep moved on from my worst session in my life,but I need someone else too,since you will leave me because you’ll come as an adult,has a job,has a lover,has your marriage and has your own family..”said jinki and his boy’s hair smoothly

 

 

“no appa..iam happy if you happy..”minho lifted his head and take a look to his appa with his hesisted gaze’s,but jinki’s expression turn to sad,minho just want to hit himself for making his appa like this,how come he being like this?its unfair if he doesn’t like his appa relationship with someone else while he happy to see his umma with his step appa,everybody has changes in their life time and it isn’t imposible for his appa to love somebody else beside his umma,”iam really sorry,don’t be sad appa..of course ill ship you two,since he has change you in a good way,and,you had your sangtae back appa..”minho said warmly and jinki smile finally back on his face

 

 

“thank you minho..i know you will understand..by the way,I was planning to confront both of you tomorrow,beside,tomorrow is our first month..do you have any plan?”

 

 

“really?no,I think I just have to study in home..”

 

 

“that’s good..ehm minho,ill tell you first little about him,I wont lie in my every single words I would tell you,so I hope you wont hate him..”minho chicker his big eyes,really serious to listen,”I met him 2 months ago,I was in the little bar with my friends,we were started to drink like usual,and then one of my friend screamed,made me looked to him as he pointed his finger to someone who ran away and said that he had taken his wallet,so I ran to chatced him..he was fast but I got him,I started to locked him so he couldn’t go,when I was to be angry to him,he fainted,and I turned his face and I saw a couple of purple marks on his face..as he woked up a minutes later after I brought him to the nearest hospital,I started asking about him,at first he rejected to talked to me,but I forced him and,he cried hard,then I gave him a hug..from that day,I came to see him if he alright,I brought him to had a lunch together so he wouldn’t stoled because he was in starvicness,I talked with him so he wouldn’t feel lonely,and I was happy that I found he smiled to me..i just felt,I found my energy back,I really wanted to know about him more and more,and that was cousing I finally fell for him………………………hehem..”minho let out a silent laught for his appa suddenly weird laught after a view times silent,or he can say,his appa sangtae

 

 

“that sweet appa..you also give him progress,he must be very lonely..”

 

 

“yes..and one think that……euhm…………he is……uuuummmm……….”jinki thinking hard to choose the best words to explain it to minho while minho still waiting for him to continue,”he…..he has….he will be 18 this year,one year younger than you..”minho frozen,it was too much,so far his appa told him,minho has his own description of him,he is stealer,he is wild,he has no attitude and the worst,he has very ing close age with minho,how can he will call him “umma” in the case that they are only one year gaps?love is blind,it isn’t about age,it is about heart and feel that can manipulated our realistic brain,and he couldn’t blame his appa to like kind of young boy

 

 

“iam not patient to meet him,appa..”said minho

 

 

“really?ahahahahahahahahahahha..i always worried you wouldn’t admite it,I totally relieved right now!!thank you son..o,let celebrat it,ill take a beer from freezer,wait here!”jinki is positively crazy in love right now,and happier that his son didn’t mad at him for dated a kind of bad young boy

 

 

Even minho surprised for himself,its weird that his appa’s lover is very young and has a bad background,he could refused the relationship based on that,but he didn’t think about it,there is other think that he worry so much,he just think that he doesn’t need any information about his appa lover,and he just hope that he wont meet with him

 

 

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The time finally come,jinki had asked minho to come in 7PM to the park near his office since jinki has to work on Saturday too..he little bit calm down now after he told his umma and asked for advice to how to face it,key was totally shocked too when minho said that they were met because the boy stoled his friend wallet and he is 19,but his umma is the greatest for giving advice and calm him down,but still,he afraid of something,and he remembered something,his appa didn’t say what was his lover’s name

 

 

After gave his appa a text,minho waiting patiently while playing with water pond to calm himself,his heart was trembeling when he heard his appa screaming his name from a far,minho fastly straight his body,rubbing his wet hand to his tick brown mantel,and turning back his body for a while before he meet his soon step mother,he doing what key had said to him to makes the first good impression,”smile minho smile..”he said to himself,and here he is,he turn his body to meet the two lovebird,he saw they coming closer as their hands connecting each other,slowly,he take a look to the owner of the other hand…….and the time has just stoped right now

 

 

He frozing,he stoning,he cant longer breathing normally,he blank,he soundless,he souless,he lost his happiness,if it is a dream,how much minho want to wake up from this nightmare..but if it is a reality,how much minho want to God to take his soul right now

 

“minho you here…I purpose to not tell your both name,surprise,kekekkeke..this is my wonderful son,minho,and minho,this is the special person I’ve told you,taemin..”

 

 

 

 

……………God,just take my soul now……………

 

an : alright this is my first ff *nervous* 0.0,english isnt my daily language and iam not person with a thousand words type but i do my best to improve my english here..so please enjoy the story and really blissfull for any comment ^^