The sky looks so clear

But..

Why it looks like the sky is judging me?

Seriously?

I knew...

I knew i'm not that good. I'm the most unfortunate person that ever live in the world

I was staring at the sky, and it doesn't make me any better.

"Lee Sungmin, you don't go to school again?"

Hyukjae came approach me. Hyukjae is the only person that never hates me. Although I never treated him nicely. I don't even know what the reason he kept staying beside me. 

"No. Why are you here?" 

"Ya! You don't talk like that to someone older than you. You will never change huh?"

"Can you leave? You are disturbing my private time"

Hyukjae sighed, and took a deep breath. I know he really hold back everything I've said to him. And if could, I didn't want to make him hurt anymore. But that was just my behaviour. I didn't know why I am saying those things. I just couldn't control my mouth.

"Okay Sungmin. But remember, don't be harsh like this to other people. You won't live longer Lee Sungmin. I'm serious. And please eat well, eat there. I will pay everything for you later after working. I will approach you again if later I didn't any sign of you ate there. Bye. I'm gonna work"

Hyukjae rubbed my hair and left.

I saw him leaving me from the bench. Yes I was sitting on the bench beside a lake not really far from my house and alone. Like everyday. I used to do this since forever. Wh