Sehun'sp.o.v.

My body just move without hesitation and hug her. I miss her so much...

"S-sehun ah... waeyo?"Rachel sounded confused but then she relaxed herself and pat my back softly.

"I... miss her... I killed her... and now...  I almost killed you... A killer is a killer..."I said hurtly.

She pull me by my shoulders so that I am looking at her eyes.

"How many times must I say? Its NOT your fault... Before and even now... You must continue your life eventhough its not easy..."Her words are made me feel so touched and I feel kinda happy that she cares for me. But suddenly,my ego returned and my cold side appeared. I pushed all of my feelings aside and chant'I dont deserve to love... now and never will...'

I realease her from my embrace and just walk towards my bed. She was so confused about what I am doing.

"Good night."I said coldly.

Rachel's p.o.v.

Its just so weird... what is wrong with him. He just hate me so much that he dont even want to look at meI sigh and say..."Good night Sehun-ah..."I said and decided to sleep.

Another month is going to be our marriage... ARRANGED to be exact... I dont know how are we suppose to be living in a  same house... On the same bed? I just cant imagine that...

The next norning,when I wake up,Sehun is not on his bed... Even his bed is already neatly arranged. I go