The doctor told me that I wasn't going to live to long. I sort of saw it coming.

Nihao, I'm Luhan. I "live" here, in a hospital in Seoul, South Korea. I was a transfer student from China, I don't go to school anymore though.

I have a rare heart disease, I've gotten a transplant on my heart before when I was about 10? It didn't work out so well though. I haven't been outside of the hospital in a long time.

I guess you're thinking, ' Wow that must be pretty boring. ' It's actually not. I have a friend that comes and sees me everyday after school.

His name is Sehun, I met him in the hospital when he went to visit his little sister Seyoung. She's not with us anymore though but there's not a day Sehun doesn't think of her.

Anyways, the doctor told me I'd have about only a month to live. I was really shocked and sad that I was going to be leaving my best friend. Yet I was glad I wouldn't be feeling this pain anymore, I wouldn't wake up in the middle of the night having chest pains, and etc.

The thing is, I haven't told Sehun about it. I just can't, I don't have the courage, and I really don't want to say goodbye.

A while back Sehun told me that if I make 1000 paper cranes I'll be able to make a special wish. I knew it wasn't true but it helps when I'm stuck at the hospital bored and alone when Sehun is still at school.

I have about 1 and a half weeks left before I pass, and I've made 890 paper cranes. I'm so close! I've been having trouble making more now a days. I've been sleeping alot which kind of upset Sehun when he finds out I'm sleeping all day long. I think he's suspicious about something but just wont ask anything about it.

----- A week after -----

I have 3 more days left till I pass. I still haven't told Sehun about it.

I've made 937 paper cranes, still a few short. Sehun's been kind of busy lately with tests and all. He insisted on studying at the hospital, but I just couldn't watch him struggle cause of me.

Let me tell you something, I don't think of Sehun as just my best friend. I practically love him, and I cannot think of the idea of letting him go. I just can't.

----- 2 days later -----

Today will be my last day on Earth. Lately I've been feeling weaker and weaker. Sehun told me he'll be coming to the hospital right after school since he wanted to tell me something. I'm feeling really sorry.

" Aaaagh. " I groan in pain. The thumping in my chest has gotten harder and harder, the more harder the more painful.

Oh I forgot! I need to make 1 more paper crane!

I reach for the squared piece of orange paper, Sehun's faveorite color.

The pain in my chest is getting worse.

This is the end I think. I need to finish the paper crane!

I use all my last enegry I have and fold the paper crane and finish, I feel myself go numb and this tingly feeling go through me.

This is it.

This is the end.

I love you Sehun, I always have and always will.

So this is goodbye.

----- An hour later -----

The door slams open.

" LUHAN HYUNG! " There stands Sehun holding a bouquet or roses. Luhan's faveorite.

"Hmmm where is he?"

Sehun wanders around the room, looks in the bathroom, and even the closet.

He starts to panic, just then a nurse walks in.

" Are you Oh Sehun? "

" Neh. Where's the patient in this room? "

" I'm dearly sorry but has Mr. Xi not tell you? Today was the day he passed. "

Sehun fell to the ground. In shock and tears falling down his face.

No no no. This is not possible. This is not real. THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING!

" I'm very sorry Mr.Oh but Mr.Xi told me to show you this when you came. "

He lifts a cover up off the floor, Sehun looks and sees a heart made of paper cranes. He also spots a mini box, a size of a ring box.

After Sehun catches his breath he opens the box. There sat an orange paper crane. He unfolds it.

' Sehun ah. I probably won't be alive when you read this, I'm very sorry I didn't tell you. I actually knew about this day. I just really wanted to tell you i love you and that please don't feel sad about my pass. We'll see eachother again one day. I promise. Please don't forget me and I hope you meet someone nice. I'll always be in your heart. Saranghaeyo. '

" Hyung... Hyung.. I.. I... I didn't get to say I love you. "