Have you ever thought of Suicide?

Suicide, The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.

Suicide is one of the topics that always lingers in my mind.

Hello, I'm Kim Minseok, people call me Xiumin. No matter what I do, suicide is always there in my head. I even dream about it sometimes.

Have you ever thought of Suicide?

 Yet there's always something that lingers in my head that always makes me stop before I really die. That something is Luhan. What would Luhan do if I died without saying good bye? What would Luhan think if I just kill myself without telling him I felt down? What would Luhan do if he never saw me again.?