Dear diary...

Scratch that. It sounds stupid.

Well, you know... writing a diary is what sounds stupid.

And there I go, talking at myself in my own diary. Wow. I must be the queen of the stupid people. Aish, I have got to stop that now.

What do you usually write in a diary?

Hi, little notebook converted in a diary, my name is Cho Ga In, I'm seventeen years old and my life is going to be a mess.

Like that? Well... since I don't know where and how to start, I'll just go with it.

Dear diary, my name is... [FAST FORWARD ... PLAY] ... my life is going to be a mess, but I'll talk about that matter later. I am the average girl that no one cares about, I have the weirdest bestfriend ever (but he's not the reason why my life will be a mess), my older twin siblings are... special. Unni is the biggest fangirl I ever met while oppa is the coolest guy on earth. Unni would go all crazy if she saw her favorite SuJu member in the street. Oppa would pass by his favorite Seo nyeo shi dae girl and just nod to her. They are total opposites if you only consider their personnalities, but totally alike when it comes to habits and looks. They are one year older than me and, for some unknown reason, they go to a private school while I go to the neighborhood's public high school. I really don't know why... I guess it doesn't matter.

Lee Tae Min is the best dancer in school. Lee Tae Min is also the weirdest guy in school. People admire him when he's on stage although they throw him annoyed looks when he's not on stage. He is the kind of guy who has too much energy for a teenager, he jumps around like a kid, acts like a kid, sometimes talks like a kid... See why the sudents get annoyed by him? I don't even know how I ended up being friends with him. Lee Tae Min is my bestfriend.

And now, here is the trouble. Choi Min Ho. He is oppa's bestfriend and unni's boyfriend. That much. When we were kids, the boys used to bully me like older brothers always do, and as a little sister, I hated them as much as I could. Unni always dreamt of being Min Ho's girlfriend. She too was bullied by him and oppa, but she doesn't care. She says that when boys are mean to girls, it's because they like them. I'm not too sure about that, though. A lot of boys have been mean to me and none of them asked me out afterwards... but that's another story.

Where's the trouble and the messed up life, you ask? Here it is: unni's boyfriend is cheating on her and I am kind of the only person to know. I caught him red-handed the other day at school (because we're in the same school) with a blonde girl from the cheerleading club.

" What in the world are you doing, Choi Min Ho? " I asked him.

" I was having fun, why would you care? " He looked annoyed. Of course, if I ruined his fun. The other girl went away.

" And what would you do if I told unni what I just saw? " I crossed my arms and looked at him defiantly.

" Nothing because you wouldn't do that. " He got closer to me with a strange look.

" Why so? " At each step he took in my direction, I would take one step back until my back finally reached the wall. I looked at him in incomprehension as he got nearer and nearer.

" This is why... " And with that, he leaned in to kiss me. I was so shocked I didn't react at first. As soon as the shock passed, I slapped him hard on the cheek.

" What in the world is wrong with you!? " I didn't wait for an answer and left him there.

You see? THAT is the trouble. I hate to admit it, but he was right. I didn't talk about this cheating thing to unni. I do want to be honest with her and tell her I caught Min Ho with an other girl and that he kissed me yet I don't want her to think I am trying to steal her boyfriend. Of course, I could ommit the "he kissed me" part, only Min Ho could use it against me.

The part where my life gets messed up is after that incident. Min Ho seems to have found my reaction to the kiss pretty fun since he follows me around the school, mocks me whenever he can and always throws me his "charisma" look, as the girls call it. Well, you know what? I find it pretty ANNOYING. I would like to kill him right there on the spot, but then unni would be sad and would want to kill me too so that won't do.

Ok. Let me ask a stupid question: What should I do, little diary of mine?

Now I feel really dumb. It doesn't matter anyway, it's not like the entire Earth was going to read it. Oh god. What if, in a hundred years, archeologists find MY diary and make it public in a museum? This would be the most humilating thing in the entire world and I wouldn't be able to do anything against it since I'd be dead and bones!

I should just stop right here before I go totally crazy...

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OMG HE JUST TEXTED ME! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE!

I'll see you later, lucky diary !!