"This will be the prove of my love.."

EunMi [ OC ]

"Ne.."

Chunji

      

"I'll be waiting for the day to come.."

Bang Min Soo [ C.A.P ]

"Kwenchana, Oppa will be here for you.."

Teaser

"EunMi!" I shouted through the corridors. Everyone have already knew I've got a crush on her and I'll never give up until I've won her heart. I held the 13 roses behind my back as I walked briskly to her. Being the principal's son of the school, there's always a benefit - no one will ever get in your way.

"Chincha, aish.." I leaned my back against the lockers and continued my conversation with Chunji. That guy is never letting me off. I've told him many times "We can never be together!" but nothing just stops him. "Oppa, ottokeyo..?" 

Being her soul mate since first grade, I know everything about her now. But I don't think she knows one thing, 'I like her'. I can't, I can't, who knows what Byunghun will do to me if he finds out. Of course, I won't have the courage to confess to her. I'll just have to stand behind her, and continue being a invisible admirer.

"Eun Mi, Kwenchana.. Hyung's here," I hugged my sister in my warm embrace, patting her back, and consoling her. "You still have me, Oppa will never leave you in the lurch," he smiled at her comfortingly, "Time is the cure.." 

But what if, her feeling changes? Will it be a happy ending? I tell you, it's not so simple...

 A Bitter Day

A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it

Even though the weather is nice, I don’t feel good at all
Feels like it’s making fun of me, I start to get angry
Drowning in a difficult situation, I start to thrash
But the world is the exact opposite, it spins perfectly fine as if nothing is wrong
And you are also living well, It’s not fair, this is really not fair
Even the stares from the people passing by shows sympathy for me
Nothing is working out for me and because I missed the stop I was supposed to be off
I am suddenly reminded by the thoughts of you
The beaten up bus stop I got off looked even lonelier today so the tears just started to fall down
And like that I kept on walking for a long time
I started to miss you, who I used to just hate
Because I was so pathetic in my past days when I didn’t even have the strength to hold on to you

A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it
I can’t do anything about it
Even though I’m really sad that I was reminded of you again,
It will really be hard for me, but I will keep trying to erase

No matter what I say, it will all sound like an excuse to you
Even when I tell you that all of these words are for you
You were really too much for me, I almost felt uncomfortable like wearing the clothes that didn’t match me
You were beautiful, but watching you wither away next to me, how do you think that would make me feel?
I shouldn’t have started at all, I shouldn’t have looked into your eyes the first time I met you
I thought that I would feel weightless if I let you go, but that wasn’t it
My mind understood the farewell, but my heart wouldn’t give in
Every day I would repeat drawing you and erasing you
I would handle all the suffering, I just wish that you would be happy
So that I this decision I made would not be worthlessness or bring any regrets
I will always pray for you

A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it
I can’t do anything about it
Even though I’m really sad that I was reminded of you again,
It will really be hard for me, but I will keep trying to erase

I will erase you little by little, when time passes I will be able to remember you with a smile
Instead of the cliché phrase saying that time is the cure, please tell me a more definite way
You will be able to receive even a better love compared to the one you received from me, you are still beautiful
You said we were going to remain forever, in the end we are the same as the others

A bitter day, everything will erase this way
Someday it will all be forgotten
That day will come

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