I woke up first again. So I got ready for some reason I felt super lazy. So Crop Top and shorts it is. I didn't want to put in my contacts so I just wore my glasses. So I went in the balcony just hanging out there and admiring the sky.

I start singing alittle. Since I grew up in California I knew some english. I was singing Enchanted by Taylor Swift.

There I was again tonight

forcing laughter , faking smiles,

same old tired lonely place

walls of insincerity

shifting eyes and vacancy

vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you.

'' You sing good Noona.''

I turn around to see Minzy.

'' Thanks.''

'' Have you considered to go sing in front of people? ''

'' No.''

Minzy sat down next to me.

'' Why are you always sad? ''

'' Not sad, just worried.''

'' Of what? ''

'' Of being sad all over again. '' I gulped remembering my sad moments.

--Flashback--

" I hate you.''

'' Your ugly.''

'' Ew.''

'' Your a .''

'' I heard she slept with over a 100 men.''

-- End of flashback --

I broke it down. I broke down crying with MInzy hugging me. I never did anything wrong. I didn't talk. I was innocent. I hate my life. I hat emy life. I hate myself. I cried harder. I let go of Minzy's embrace.

'' I need it. I need it Minzy.''

She looked at me in confusion. I run outside of the apartment and run. I didn't care if I bumped into people. I cried my vision becoming blurry. I couldn't hold it anymore. I COULDN'T. I run until I made into the woods. I lean on the tree, my special tree , sobbing. I had a bad life, what did I do? HUH?

I must've gone crazy.

'' I'm sorry. I'm sorry.''

I cried so hard.

'' D-Dara? ''

I wiped my eyes and threw my glasses far away.

'' Go away. Go away.''

'' I want to help.''

Then it was gone.

 

I woke up in the hospital scared. I look around and saw a doctor.

'' She was having a breakdown. It looks like it was too much pressure? ''

'' Okay. Thanks Doctor.''

'' No problem.''

'' Maybe one day I'll be okay.''