It's been a year since I seen my mom. I don't miss her she was a complete female dog. I am happy where I am now. Kind of. I'm almost scared, because whenever I'm happy, my world comes crashing down.

'' Dara? ''

'' Yes Minzy? ''

'' It's late go to sleep.''

'' No thanks.''

'' Please? ''

My roommates tried to get me to sleep earlier. I never did...I like to stay up and think. Think about anything. Life. Me. Mom.

'' I'm okay Minzy.''

'' Go to sleep in thirty minutes. Bom will throw a fit if she doesn't see you sleep.''

I nodded and Minzy went away. I sit out in the balcony. The moon looks beautiful. Almost enchanted.

Then I had the urge to go and explore the streets. I go in my room and take a jacket and slip out the door.

'' Why do I feel like this? '' I suddenly said.

'' Because your not sleeping.''

I twirled around to see Minzy.

'' Want to explain? ''

'' Sorry Minzy.''

Minzy nodded and pulled me to the apartment we share.

--Morning--

I was always the first one up. The other girls just sleep in.

'' Noona! ''

'' Good morning Minzy.''

'' Bommie told me that we are going to hang out with her boyfriend today.''

'' Really? ''

Minzy nodded.

'' I hope we get to meet his friends.''

I laughed.

'' Minzy! ''

'' What CL? ''

'' I need my eyeliner back! ''

'' Bommie has it! ''

'' Dara has it! '' yelled Bom from the bathroom.

I giggled and look through my purse.

'' Here.''

'' Thanks.''

--Fast Forward--

'' Eehh! Himchan! '' yelled Bom.

'' Bommie! ''

They hugged. They looked so happy. So so happy.

'' Himchan this is Dara, Minzy, and CL.''

'' Who's CL? ''

Minzy and Dara looked around and saw CL buying dubbokki.

I hear Minzy sigh.

'' Dubbokki without Minzy? ''

I smiled.

'' Well guess it's just us.'' said Himchan.

Bom smiled and linked arms with Dara.

'' Let's...''

'' YAH! HIMCHAN HYUNG! ''

'' Oh lord.''

Dara looked at him weirdly. Oh lord?

'' Bommie this is the guys.''

'' Hi! '' Bom waved.

'' That's Dara.''

Bom elbowed me to say hi.

'' Hi.''

I look at all of them. One dude had pink hair.

'' Hi noona! Your so pretty! ''

'' Zelo she's the same age as you! ''

'' 17? ''

'' 19.''

For the rest of day, Zelo was at my side , just being so bubbly. He's lucky to be happy.

One guy did catch my eye. He had blonde hair and he wore a black mask. His eyes had that twinkle I loved.

--Home--

'' Thanks for everything Himchan oppa! ''

I shoot a glare at Bom because she kicked me to say thank you. I didn't do anything actually. I just watched them take selcas and watch Himchan buy stuff for Bom.

'' Thank you even though I didn't buy anything, unlike someone.''

Himchan just smiled...Bommie gave me a glare.

'' Himchan I'm hungry.''

That voice...I didn't know it. Suddenly the blonde guy came out looking angry.

'' Want to stay for dinner? '' Bom asked cheerfully.

Blondie nodded and took Himchan's head and made it nod.

--Dinner--

I played with my congee. I wasn't hungry. I loved Bom's cooking but I don't eat much.

'' Oh Noona! Are you going to eat that? ''

I shook my head and pushed it to Zelo.

'' Thanks Noona! ''

'' Your name is Dara right? ''

I looked at blondie. He was talking to me?

I nodded.

'' Daehyun.''

'' Nice.''

His face was adorable when he took off his mask. I had to admit a tiny crush at him. He wouldn't want to date me anyways. I'm ugly.

Sigh

I looked at the picture in my phone. That's me not anybody else. Everybody is beautiful in Seoul.