Friends, love ones, I’m with someone but something is missing

It's alright, I'm fine and always smiling a lot when I'm with them

But when I started to be alone suppressed feelings start to waver again

The full moon that can be seen through my open window

The cry of the crickets at night, just reminds me that I'm just a so not fateful girl wanting to see you

On times when I want to see you, my feelings turn to anguish

And the thing I can only do is to stare on a screen, watch your moves and hear your most wanted voice then suddenly there goes the feeling that I'm going to burst.

So, to think of you is something you can never imagine

At times, just because I like you, I often curse people who stay by your side, hold your hand, lean on your shoulder even though it was just on scripts and no emotions were attached

I know it's not logical and should not say those kind of things but what should I do my heart speaks first than my mind when it comes to you

Truthfully, I've already realized, it was jealousy and the cliché mind over matter didn’t work out too well to prevent it when I see you with someone else

You know why?

Because...

If there is just one fated person for me, I would like it to be you

For a simple reason that, there is no one that I like as much as you

And even though you have a person in mind that you want to be with someday...

I'm still hoping and I wish it's not false hopes...

That no matter what the future holds, you are my fated person.