__________'s POV

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after he told me that the next day we didnt speak at all for a whole month.

i felt really bad about what i did.

that day at our beak my friend diane gave jaejoong a note that said

''jaejoong do you like ________?''

when she got the note back it said ''no hell no'' ]

When she told me i felt like i was being stabbed over and over again a million times.

so i pretened to act cool and said whatever

if he dosnt like me then F*** him back i dont care.

and everyone was like are you okay?!

i said yes of course.

but again i was being stabbed a million times in the heart so everytime i saw him it would hurt me more!

Later that day i stared crying and my bestfriend yunho took me to see my teacher.

My teacher told me to go to the nurses office but i didnt tell her what happened.

yunho took me to the office and he came to get me befor lunch but i was locked in the nurses office.

i cryed so much that day!

i thought i was going to run out of tears.

but yunho and my other friend that i can trust the most leslie made me feel better.

after a long weekend of crying

i found out that Song-Ah and jaejoong were going out!!!!!!!

she knew i really liked him too!!!!!!!

everyday she would do something like say

________ jaejoong let me hold his shirt

________ jaejoong called me baby!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! it was so annoying she knew i still had feelings for him!!!!!!! yet she comes over here and tells me all this stuff i dont care about!!!!!!!