________'s POV!

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the next niht i went into my room and wrote this in my diary

''Dear Diary, 

This past week ive been crushing on this boy Jaejoong at school.

He's known ive liked him for awhlie now.

Its weird ever science he found out i like him we never talk.

I just cant get him out of my mind everytime i think of something eles he just pops right back in.

He's been on my mind 24/7.But he dosnt like me back.

He likes my friend Song-ah. Song-ah dosnet like him that much but she still likes him.

She went out with him for like 2 minutes because she remembered that me and my other friend tiffany like him!

I really have to thank her for that.

when i got to school i went to my teachers room and told him that i liked jaejoong.

He told me not to worry about these things because im still young.

Having him in my head makes me crazy i dont know why?

My other friend diane told me that one of my bestfriend likes me!

his name is Yunho.

I talked to him but i felt really bad.

he told me to look at a picyure on myspace so i did.

there was a picture and it said

''If you give me your heart ill love you forever.

If you love me ill love you more if you can trust me ill sta with you forever

your cut lovable and perfect inside and out i love you for who you are

not your looks i really mean all of this so will you go out of me?''

When i read this i stared crying!

I rejected him and i almost made him cry.

he said he hates himself so i felt really bad.''