Admit it, we're finished You don't want me no more  ♫

I do want you. i want you everyday of my life. i want you more than you know ..

Like a night mare, I lived it, It was too big to ignore ♫

You're too big to ignore. way too big to remove out of my life. baby i love you. i missed your touch. you'e my world. my everything

 

One, Two, my heart

Three, Four, my breath

Five, Six, my entire body walks, only seeing you ♫

 

"It hurts.. it hurts .."    he burried his head on the isle of the table. everywhere. anywhere. all he sees is him.

 

all he can see is chanho.

 

"hey. what's up?" a guy sat beside him in the bar counter .

 

" 2 bottles of Soju pls" the guy continued.

 

Jaehyun partially looked up to check at the guy that sat beside him.

 

 

he's been drinking for 3hours straight already

 

 

he's  Dizzy . He's drunk. what's the difference? he is still inlove with chanho though

 

 

"h-hey" the drunk guy cracked his voice. he tried to sit up. He  wiped his  tears and smiled at the guy sitting beside him.

 

 

"I'm minseok, You are?" he smiled and passed a bottle of soju 

 

 

"O-ohh. thanks!" he tried catching the bottle 

 

 "I'm j-jaehyun" He continued and dizzily opened the bottle. He  started to drink.. Again..

 

it was jaehyun's 6th bottle already.. 

 

"oh ho ho! wait wait easy  easy! Take it easy little guy" minseok chuckled while trying to stop jaehyun from drinking the whole bottle in one shot.

 

 

Minseok grabbed the bottle away from the suicidal guy

 

 

"N-no! N-no ! d-don't .. D-don't stop me! I-I wanna drink ! i wanna get d-drunk" Jaehyun tried to get the bottle of soju back .

 

 

"haha But you're drunk already kiddo. Go home!" Minseok put the bottle on his other side and poked jaehyun's forhead
 

"And wait! You look like a minor too, so limit your self from drinking too much" minseok chuckled 
 

"A-Ajhusshi, I'm hurt. My heart is wounded. . and to fix a w-wound you would need alcohol r-right?" *hiccups*  jaehyun mouthed and lazily stared at the older guy

 

"not in this way kiddo. okay? Go home now. and I'm not that old so don't call me ajhusshi alright? you can call me hyung " he said and took a shot of his soju. 

 

"b-but ... I-I want chanho b-back .. I-I .. want him back" jaehyun started to cry

 

"heyyy. heyy!!  no crying .. it's alright.. " minseok choked at his soju and  patted jaehyun's back . he caresses jaehyun's hair

 

"don't worry kid, you're still young and you'll find someone better. trust me" He continued . trying to give hope to the younger guy.

 

"T-thanks .. A-ajhusshi .." jaehyun smiled and stood up

 

 

"I-I'm j-just going to the comfort room " he continued

 

 

"sure. take your time. and again. call me hyung" the chubby guy mouthed. and winked

 

 

jaehyun started walking. his body is trembling . he's too drunk. he might fall any second

 

when he reached the comfort room he rushed to the sink 

 

"C-chan ho .. " He opened the faucet and wet his face with cold water

"THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! THIS.. I-IS JUST A DREAM! " he shouted. he lifted his face and saw his reflection from the mirror

 

"am i ugly? am i too thin? too fat? am i ? AM I? " he sobbed. he hit the mirror with his left fist

 

"CHAN HO WHY! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME? WHY! " he kept on shouting. face was soaking wet with water and his own tears

 

He looked down and started hitting the base of sink. 

 

 

"it's .. okay.. " his bodty trembled when he suddenly felt warmth. he felt arms wrapping around him .he slowly lift his face .. 

 

 

"don't do this to your self. he's not the only guy in the world." the guy mouthed softly .. jaehyun looked at the mirror and saw zico.. the one he met in the class

was hugging him. 

 

"Z-Zico .." he said. 

The taller guy held his waist and turned him around.

 

"crying for that ty guy again? " Zico smiled and burried Jaehyun's face on his chest.

 

 

"w-why .. why doesn't he love me anymore. WHY!" jaehyun said softly while sobbing on zico's chest

 

"cry only once for a guy.. he doesn't deserve your tears.. nor being loved" He caressed jaehyun's hair and let him sob in his chest..

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One, Two, my heart♫

my heart only beats for you .. 

 

Three, Four, my breath ♫

I don't want to stop breathing. i still want to live. and to be loved.. by you ..

Five, Six, my entire body walks, only seeing you♫

I only see. you .. everywhere.. anywhere .. only YOU.

 

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OKAY IM VERY SORRY FOR THIS SHORT UPDATE XD