It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

- Excerpt from Haneul's diary

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I fell on the floor right after I heard one of the nurse mentioned his name. I couldn't believe it. I was at a loss for words. Then the whole room spun around and then suddenly everything turns black.

I woke up a few hours later in one of the wards. I got up and ran as fast as I could to the operation room. When I arrived I saw everyone waiting anxiously outside the door and my heart sank. My knees were trembling and my eyes were blurry. Once again, I cried on the floor.

I was too late.

Baekhyun purposely donated his heart. He kept it a secret, got diagnosed whether or not they would be compatible, right before I told him that I chose Kyungsoo. He had it all planned out if I ever didn't choose him.

Baekhyun died for Kyungsoo - No. He died for me.

And then yesterday, there I was, standing at Baekhyun's funeral. My heart shattered to pieces. I haven't stop crying since the day he gave his heart to Kyungsoo.

Kyungsoo woke up two days later and is still in the hospital. He wanted to go to the funeral but the doctors won't let him because he's still too weak amd in an unstable condition. I stayed beside him no matte