It has been 3 years since Kyuhyun && I have started dating.

These past 3 years was the most happiest times of my life.

I haven't been this happy since...forever.

Every boyfriend I had told me they loved me but it was all lies.

I thought I wouldn't be able to trust anyone anymore...until Kyuhyun came along.

He changed everything. He changed my whole life.

This morning, I woke up feeling a bit weird. I told Donghae oppa about it && he said he'll bring me to the doctors.

Kyuhyun wanted to come but I told him not to. I told him to stay home && rest.

"____, Are you ready? Lets go." Donghae called.

"Bye Kyuhyun." I said, giving him a kiss.

[At the doctors]

"____." the doctor called.

I tugged Donghae oppa. He was sleeping.

"Oppa. Oppa. Come on. It's my turn."

"OH. Huh? Wah..? Okay." Donghae said, getting up.

[Doctors Office]

"____, right? What's wrong?" the doctor asked.

"Yeah. I don't even know myself. I woke up feeling not the same today. So oppa told me to go to the doctor. And he brang me." I told the doctor.

"Well. I've checked && I think you better prepare..."

"What's wrong, doctor?"

"I checked && it looks like you have liver cancer.." the doctor hesitated.

"WHAT! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?!" Donghae screamed.

I didn't know what to say. I was speechless. I looked down. How is it that I have liver cancer?...

"You've had it for quite a while now but the symptoms only started to show now." the doctor told me.

"H-how can I treat it?" I asked.

"Well. You can do surgery. But..."

"But what?"

"But there's a high risk of not making it..." the doctor said.

"ISN'T THERE ANY OTHER WAY?!" Donghae screamed.

"Oppa. Calm down. Shouldn't I be more scared than you?" I chuckled.

"____, I don't know what I'll do without you. And you can still laugh at this?" Donghae said, trembling.

"Oppa. There's still a chance."

"There is another way but I don't know if anyone will do it." the doctor said.

"What is it?"

"It's a liver transplant."

"So there's only two choices?" I asked, losing hope.

"Pretty much."

"Can we think about it first? I don't think I can choose that fast..."

"Yes, but if you're planning on doing surgery, I think you should hurry up because that'll reduce the risk a bit."

"Okay doctor. Thanks."

[Donghae's Car]

"Oppa..." I called.

There was no answer...

"OPPA!" I screamed, pushing him lightly.

"Yeah?" Donghae finally answered.

"Uhm...I was hoping if..."

"You don't want to let Kyuhyun know right?" Donghae finished.

I nodded.

"But what are you going to tell him when he asks you what did the doctor say?"

"I'll just tell him that it was nothing. He'll believe it."

"Okay then..." Donghae said.

[Home]

I opened the door && saw Kyuhyun sleeping on the couch.

"Kyuhyun..."

"____, you're back. What did the doctor say?"

"Oh. Uhm. The doctor didn't say anything. There's nothing wrong."

"Oh. Okay."

"Kyuhyun, are you doing anything later?"

"Nope. Why?"

"Let's go take a walk later. I think there's something you should know..."

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