My Personal Fairytale
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I am an author. In this story I can weave the threads of events for you to comeback to me.
Every second of the day
Every breathe that I take
Every ounce of my own strength
Every tear that falls
Every word that comes out of my mouth
I'll continue praying and wishing that my feelings would reach you.
Because beside you is the place that I loved being in.
I'll forever hate myself for being an idiot, for committing that sin, for losing something so important, so dear.
I'll continue clenching my fist, crying silently, watching as new girls take 'that' place. We are in this part of the story. I can get the courage of writing you about forgiving me. I can write us being friends again. I can write. I can make up pretty words to make up a beautiful story. Reminds me how I stopped writing for awhile because we got close. There was nothing else in my mind but you. I couldn't get you out and I couldn't write a decent story. I used to live with those pretty words filled inside me. But you replaced them with feelings. Warm feelings that makes me feel tingling all over, makes one feel loved and adored. I started loving my smile because you are the reason behind it. Right now, I am reduced to tears but words are flooding in. I don't know if any of it makes sense. But this is our story.
I might write you forgiving me. I might write us being friends again. I might.... But that doesn't mean you will in real life right?
Foreword
Heyyyaaaa~ Let me know what you think please.. I need some REVIEWs~ I'm trying to write again but I don't know if I could write again.. Please be honest with the reviews. THANK YOU~
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