There she is, sitting down on the couch while hugging her both legs and staring blankly onto the floor. So I made my way toward her while holding a white envelope in my hand.

It was our divorce paper.

“Ssul.” I called her but she didn’t look up at me at all, so I continued. “I want tell you about something.” This time she looked up at me.

God! The both of her eyes were crimson red and so swollen. Her staring got me out of tongue. I hurt her that much, so much.

“Why?” She asked me calmly but her voice so trembling.

“Sorry Ssul. I’m really sorry.” Only 'sorry' could escape from my mouth while I looked back into her eyes that full of hurt and pain.

“I asked you why, Minho!” She stood up and faced me.

“I-I and Yuri, we-” She cut me off.

“I asked you ‘Why’ Minho, not ‘Who’, Why can’t you answer me?” She made me so shock, because now she was shouting at me with her trembling voice while her tears flooding down from her eyes nonstop. “Am I not that good to you comparing to that woman? What she has that I don’t have? That’s why you’re cheating on me. Or all these 7 years while we’re together, I’ve done something wrong to you?” She shouted while crying loudly in front of me.

“No Ssul you’re done nothing. It’s me who is such a bastard, a jerk, a damn husband to you.” She listened to me and said nothing only sound of her loudly crying. And then her gaze turned to an envelope in my hand. She chuckled mixed up with her still crying when she snatched it from me and raised it up.

“You even prepared this?” She then stepped backward from me and shook her head. “I really couldn’t believe how you did that, have you ever thought about Yoogeun for once, Minho? Don’t you care about his future? You’re his dad……You’re his dad for a goddamn sake, Minho.” She still shouted at me, I knew her rage was still there. My tongue was stuck, no single words came from my own mouth, and all I did was just shaking my head.

But suddenly Sulli tore envelop which contained with divorce paper into pieces in front of me.

“Ssul!!!”

“I tell you Minho, don’t ever imagine that I’ll sign it or get divorce with you. No!!” She no more shouting but still her voice was so quivering. “I can’t do it. I really can’t, Minho.” After that she walked away from me toward our room. But before she turned the doorknob, she stopped her foots, I knew she tried to purse her lips in order to control her streaming tears, and…say something to me.

“I-I w-want to ask you, Oppa!!.....I really don’t know what-…what happened to us now after these 10 years that we love each other, but……but now a-are you s-still loving me anymore? Or…..or am I too late to realize it by myself?” Her voice was so soft like a whisper.

“Sulli! I’m really sorry, so-”

“But I still do. I still love you so much and forever, Oppa.”

After she finished that she then got inside the room and left me in much guilty. I dropped my body on the couch and clenched my fists, before I knew it the tears already escaped from my eyes. I tried to wipe it away, one after another, another after another until I got so tried to wipe it and left it flew by its own.

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