Back to Normal?!
KnockKnockHeyhou,
sorry for making you wait~.~" I know this chapter is short and won't really satisfie you, but please be patient and believe in Badeul! I'm in big stress right now, but when it's over, I'll do my best for this fanfic♥
I hope you didn't run away, yet xD
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Baro
Everytime we sat at the lunch table without Sandeul I wasn't hungry anymore. I felt tired and powerless and I couldn't stop looking around for Sandeul.
"Baro, I don't know what happened between you and Sandeul but can't you try to talk to him and talk that over? I don't like this weird atmosphere and I'm really starting to miss him!" Jinyoung said.
"I don't think he'll talk to me!"
"Please at least try it okay?" he said. I sighed. I looked at the plate in front of me that was full of food I probably wouldn't eat anyway and then looked at my watch to see how much time I had left for lunch break. Then I got up and said:
"Okay. I'll go look for him!"
Sandeul
I was sitting at a table alone because I wasn't in the mood for company. Actually I wasn't in the mood for anything. I couldn't see any escape from this weird thing between Baro and me. I was so hurt and felt exposed and blamed and all I wanted was to turn back time to where we'd still be friends as before and all of this hadn't happened, yet…
I was about to take a bite form my sandwich when someone took it out of my hands. When I looked up I saw Baro holding my sandwich in his hands. Then he sat down without saying a word. He put away the top-bread of the sandwich and took out the tomatoes and ate them and then put the top back on.
"What are you doing?"
"You don't like tomatoes, you always give them to me."
I took the sandwich back from him and ate it.
"What do you want?" I asked after a while.
"Come back, please!The atmosphere is driving us crazy and Jinyoung isn't mad anymore because he now misses you!" Baro said.
"So what?!"
"He told me to talk that thing between us over and bring you back. So, will you even talk to me?"
"Well, what do you want to know?"
"I want to know why you're suddenly acting like this and I want you to just fully tell me the truth. I'm sick of hushing! Whatever it is, tell me!"
"I'm impressed at how closely you listen to me. I told you I'd not want to be friends with you anymore!"
"And I told you that you can't quit a friendship as you please!"
"I don't care, I just don't want to."
Baro suddenly took my sandwich, put it on the plate and put the plate aside. He lifted my chin, looked straight into my eyes and said:
"Look into my eyes and tell me why the hell you're so ruthlessly throwing away all the fun we had since we know each other!"
I did as he told me and said in a cold tone:
"It wasn't all fun, you know?!"
"What do you mean by that?"
I took his hand away from my chin and said:
"In my whole life I never was so hurt."
Then I got up and mumbled:
"I'm done eating."
Baro
I also got up and grabbed his wrist to turn him around. I pulled him close until our faces were only inches apart.
"In my whole life I never missed so much and I never was so confused." I said and I was shocked at the sudden pain in his eyes.
"Baro I don't want to be hurt anymore." He said silently and avoided my gaze.
"I would do anything to make you trust me again…I miss you~ Please, I don't want to got to this school everyday without having you as my friend who brightens up my day!"
He flashed a bitter smile.
"Are you serious?"
"Sandeul, I know to you it's probably not like that and I know we don't know each other for so long, but to me you're my best friend and I'm not ready to give that up…can't we just have a restart?" I said. Sandeul finally looked up. He didn't answer and he didn't need to. I just pulled him into a hug.
Sandeul
Baro hugged me tightly and I didn't know whether I should be happy to get back to normal or be sad because of what I lost…maybe forever…
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