Bang yongguk was just finishing writing a new rap for the newest b.a.p album that was suppose to come out that summer. He had been working on this for nearly three weeks now, but he could not find any lyrics that he liked.

He had spent the last three hours writing clever lyrics, only to look at them then throw them in the trash. He was beginning to feel angry. He stood up and threw his pen across the room. The pen hit the glass on the recording room and bounced off onto the floor. He looked down completley frustrated.

"Ugh what am I going to do...." He says to himself. He needed to have the rap done as soon as possible. And his manager had just recentley said he needed to have ready SOON.

He begins to pace around the room, trying to find insparation to motivate his writing. The thought of not having it done on time was beginnig to make him nervous. He took all of his stress out on the metal trashcan sitting next to him by kicking it as hard as he could.

Large balls of crumbled paper flew into the air and fell onto the floor. He looked down and stared at the huge mess he had just made. The recording studio was now littered with the paper balls. 

Suddenly, Yongguk hears the door open. He turns around and sees Kim Himchan standing at the doorway. Yongguk has a secret crush on himchan, but he has always kept it a secret. Little did he know that Himchan actually liked him the same way. Himchan has always had a thing for yongguk. even when they were trainees.

Yongguk's heart begins to race at the sight of himchan. "need some help hyung?" Himchan asks as he points to the mess that was still on the floor. 

Yongguk nodded. Thats all that he could do. He was so open to him around the other members, but when they were alone he would become nervous. He never knew why. He had always thought it was because he was scared of himchan finding out he liked him.

They work on picking up the room and cleaning up all of the messes in silence. when they finally finish, Himchan turns to face yongguk. "would you like help on the rap?' He asks yongguk

Yongguk was really suprised. He even began to feel excited. "Umm sure.....y-y-yeah I mean...ummm If you want to......" yongguk said. He felt so nervouse talking to himchan alone.

They both sit down at the table. "Himchan will you grab my notebook for me?" yongguk asks him. "Of course hyung" Himchan replies to him.

 Yongguk watches as Himchan reaches over the table and s yongguks back pack. Himchan files through it until he finds his notebook.

Himchan opens it up to a random page but just stares at it. He slowly looks up at yongguk. He had a look of utter shock on his face. "What?' yongguk asks him, wondering why himchan would give him such a suprise expression.

"h-h-hyung do y-you like me?" Himchan asks him. Yongguks eyes widen. Himchan slowly turns the notebook around to show yongguk. On the page, In big letters it said "yongguk + Himchan = TOGETHER FOREVER! <3 <3"

"did you write this?" Himchan asks him. Yongguk didnt know what to say. He felt ashamed that himchan had figured it out. He slowly lowers his head. He felt his cheecks beginnig to burn.

He was so scared to look at Himchan. Suddenly, he felt a warm hand touch his chin and pull his head up.

His eyes met himchans and they stared at each othe in complete silence. "I love you hyung" Himchan says. Yongguk didnt know what to say. so many emotions were running through him that he didnt know what to say.

"well....ummmm...uhh..I..um.." yongguk had no idea what he wanted to say to him. but it didnt matter, because he was cut off by a sudden kiss from himchan.

Yongguk closed his eyes and embraced it. He wasnt going to ruin a moment like this. They slowly part their lips and look at each other. "Himchan, will you be my boyfriend?' yongguk asks him. Himchan smiles at him. "of course" He replies with a smile.

They break their stare and begin to start working on the rap together. They finish within an hour and have a feeling of acheivement.

Himchans phone begins to ring. He looks at it and see he had gotten an text from jongup. 

"Hey its getting late. we should probably head back to the dorm now. the other members are wanting to know where we are." himchan says. Yongguk nods at him and begins to pack up his things. They leave the studio in silence.

They walked home together. It took them about 10 minutes before they finally reached the entrance to the dorm. Yongguk was just about to put his keys into the lock but himchan grabbed his hand. Yongguk looks at him. "none of the members can know" Himchan whispers into yongguks ear.

yongguk nods, but also feels a bit nervous about keeping this a secret. He loved Himchan and did not want to lose him as a boyfriend. 

How long can they keep this a secret?