so i almost cried last night

why?

because of this idiot

why?

well, if you're an a.r.m.y, you might know why.

but if not, here it is:

that idiot right there (suga) had appendicitis while in japan and had to go through surgery.

i know a few people who've had appendicitis and they said that that was pretty painful.

i saw the news on tumblr & went on twitter to see if it was confirmed and i almost quite literally

had

a

heart attack.

if you don't know, suga is my ultimate ultimate bias. like, he's dead first on my bias list.

( sorry, baekhyun & sungyeol. )

and just the mere thought of him being in almost serious medical danger terrified me.

i was literally shaking and tears were welling up behind my eyes but i dared not to let them fall bc i was in the living room with my parents when i found out.

i spent like 5 minutes refreshing tumblr and twitter to confirm that he was fine, and when they said that he was fine, i was so goddamn relieved.

and when i saw his tweets and looked at facebook and saw the translations of his tweets i chuckled bc omg he's fine.

you idiot don't say sorry you're not attending the next few fansigns take a rest ok. ;;

agh butyeah. that's all for this chapter, i guess?

min yoongi, don't you dare scare me like that ever again.

i know i say that i hate you, but what i really mean is that i love and adore you so much that i can't afford to lose you and can't afford you being in between the line of life and death at such a young age. you, min yoongi. you. ugh. ;;

oo,

denden.

UPDATE :

criiiieeessssss babyyyyyyyyy.