Daily of my life
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I'm Jessica Jung.
I'm daughter of the Jung enterprise. I'm kinda wealthy. Im intelligent and everyone jealous my life.
I have everything but no one know that all of this just a cover. The truth, I have money but I don't have mom. My dad always give me money but never give me warm embrace. He control my damn life. He blame when My study falling down without asking reason but he never admire when I'm top one. He said I'm the daughter of JUNG so I have to be perfect. I hate this perfect cover life. My mom passed away when I'm young. From that time on, my life was HELL. I was raised under his money but take care by nanny. and Im just like trash when he has son named Kris. Luckily, I'm get along well with him.
and about friend, everyone in my university though I'm full of myself but actually, im not. im just weird. I felt that im unusual girl. Im not good at express myself. they though I may make friend with only kind of rich dudes but truthfully, I have no friends . no one dare to approach me. Esp, guy. My dad is the reason why i hate guy like sh*t. plus cant help, im born with cool face so they scare of me but unfortunately, no one know that i have warm heart.
But Beside my mom,There's only girl that see my cheering side. The one that add more taste in my life. Laugh-smile-happy-sad-share. She teach me how to smile again. She show me what the pink world is but finally, she teach me what the real HURT mean.
Daily of Jessie
1989 to .....................................
........................2013 For socialty, I'm the youngest Successful girl in Seoul in business. My enterprise growing fast and catch everyone attention.
Everyone interested about how my life was.I planned to publish my daily in one day. So people will know that behind This success girl what the she go through. ALONE... And the strong girl Jessica who everyone see just a cover because actually, I'm weak inside. I'm fear. I'm hurt. I'm lonely. My life was nothing. My life was like this because no one but my girl...... And Love is hurt so I won't love anyone anymore.
My fate was just like horror drama! im not under my dad control anymore. but I still living in fear. I tried to escape everything that hurt me and remind me all those . I felt like im in jail. the jail without wall.People is the most dangerous thing for me. I talked to them unless they are my staffs and business partner. I kept myself busy! I tried hard to forget the love that full of hurt.
but now fear was disappearing step by step. Suddenly, She come into my life again. she is my first love! My first BFF and my first sister but she also the first one hurt me so bad. I'm almost Commit suicide. She's not wrong, i know. Everything is my mistake because :
I love my own BFF more than just a bestfriend! More than sister but LOVE.
I love the same gender. It's absolutely my fault. Honestly, I'm not lesbian. But I'm not into boy n girl. But I'm just crazy deeply in love with her only one. Only her!
I love her too much. That's why I hurt that way.
I treat her like my everything that why when she gone. My life was nothing!
I'm full of myself that always think that she feel same way. But actually, NO, not at all.
The quote she often said to me:
You're my life, Jessie!
You're my only one I love.
Without Jess , there's no Tiff.
You are real princess.
I love you the most in the world!
The pain words she said when I confess:
You're weird. How come you love me that way? We are girl. You know my dream is having cute baby. And You can't make me pregnant.
Give me normal life please, Jessie. I need private life.
Even I love you but I can't live with you. I have to choose him because he will be my future husband but you, no!
.....................etc!!
So I leave her. I give her life a freedom. Being with a man she's in love. Make a normal family, husband wife and children. This is her dream so I'm third person so I shouldn't stay.
But Miyoung , now why you come and said you need me and love me and no one better than me again. Yeah,your words still beat my heart faster as unusual but now and before is different. I felt i wanna kill you now. how dare to use that cheat words on me again. I'm hurt. i remember.
you always come to me when you have no one! You still treat me like your temporary object so Im not stupid anymore. I will just treat you like stuff, an unnecessary stuff.
You come in wrong time, Tiffany Hwang! I'm not Jessica Jung who you know before. I'm new one!! Really new one.you teach me to be no heart girl. Its not my mistake. you are the one that hurt me first and now you are the one that walk into me by yourself. You insisted it so Its time to REVENGE! You have to pay me everything back. You can't hurt me in second time. I won't make my daily life have same history.
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Foreword
Hello reader! Here I go again with my second fanfic. Recently, Our American soulmate is back. I though they are cute so I came up with this fanfic. Give me some reactions and comments. Because I'm not sure that my fanfic work on all of you or not! I will keep doing it till end. It won't be long, I guess. Maybe just 10 or 15 chapters but without your support, I have no power to write it.
Ps: ignore my poor English!
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