this morning is not like the usual morning because i'm not going to school with luhan. i wake up earlier so that i won't meet him. my mom ask me wny did i go to school so early, so i make up an excuse that i have school project to handle. but instead, i actually want to avoid luhan. these days, i'm worried about my heart because it feels like my heart will explode everytime i see luhan.

'oh? yoonji. you're here early' min ah greet me with a surprise since i'm not an early person

'yeah. just feel like want to come early' i smile at her

'or you just have a problem with luhan don't you?' min ah ask with an interested face

'what are you talking about? how's coming early have to do with him?'' i ask nervously

'honey, you can't lie to me. i'm your best friend. so, tell me. what's going on with you two?' min ah sit in front of me demanding an explanation

'its nothing. we just kind of having a fight last night about milk. so, i'm kind of piss off and want to avoid him. that's it' i explain with a fake bored face

'that's it? seriously? you two are so weird you know. just make up okay? it's just a small problem' min ah said concernly

'i will. don't worry' i assure her. 

'i didn't think she would buy it but thank god. i'll never tell her that i'm avoiding him because of my strange feelings' i thought while shifting my gaze to jongin who just arrive

'yoonji-ah, luhan hyung ask me about you just now. Are you two fighting?’ jongin ask as soon as he seat beside me

‘oh, that. Kind of, i think. Whatever it is. Did he worried about me?’ i ask jongin

‘his face seems like he’s worried. What happen? Is it serious? You two never fight like this isn’t it?’ jongin ask to me concernly

‘he’s worried about me?’ i thought to myself

‘don’t worry. We often fight so its not like its a big deal’ i stated to jongin with a confident face

‘okay then. I’m just worried of you two’ jongin said then pat my head. I just smile at his action

‘i feel guilty right now. Everyone is worried about us. I wonder if i’m too obvious. Curse my weird heart’ i thought while holding my left chest

After the school end, i quickly leave the school so that i won’t meet luhan but my fate is not like what i’m hoping for

‘so, why are you avoiding me?’ luhan ask when he stand in front of me while crossing his arms on his chest

‘i’m not’ i said, avoiding his stare. I hold my bag tightly to lessen my nervousness

‘sure you’re not huh?’ he approach me closer and he’s now only like an inch from me

‘yah! Why are you so close. Stay away from me’ i push him unconsciously since i feel like my heart is going to explode when he stand closer to me

I run away from him after i push him away without looking back. I keep holding my chest while i’m running. I didn’t even realise that luhan is actually chasing me when he suddenly grab my hand from behind

‘yah! Why are you behaving like this? Did i do wrong? Tell me’ he demand me while turning my body to face him. He put his hands on my shoulders and stare at me intensely

‘its nothing. Really. I’m sorry’ i mutter as i don’t want him to know about my condition now

‘you sure?’ luhan ask again. This time he already release his hands from my shoulders

I nod my head gesturing that i’m okay but i’m not that okay actually. Our conversation suddenly interrupted by yixing

‘luhan? Yoonji? What are you two doing here? Why don’t you get in?’ yixing ask with a surprise

I glance to the left and right and finally realise that we’re actually in front of luhan’s house. I facepalm my face when i realise it

‘gege? Is someone here?’ luhan ask yixing when he sees a car in front of his house. I only realise the car when luhan said about it

‘our cousin, yi fan is here’ yixing said to luhan

‘yi fan is here?’ luhan exclaim then hurriedly run into his house unconsciously grabbing my hand too

I look at our intertwined hands and blushed. I follow him into the house and greet his parents

‘omo~ uri yoonji is here too. Long time no see yoonji-ah’ luhan’s mother hug me when she sees me

‘aunty, i miss you. You look beautiful as always’ i reply her hug back

‘oh thank you. You look beautiful too’ luhan’s mother praise me back which made me blushing

‘oh, yoonji-ah. This is luhan’s cousin. Wu yi fan. Yi fan, this is yoonji’ luhan’s mother point to the tall guy beside her and introduce me

‘nice to meet you yi fan-shi’ i bow to him politely

‘nice to meet you too, princess’ yi fan suddenly take my hand and kiss on my knuckles. My cheek become redden because of his action

Luhan suddenly pull my hand away from yi fan and stare at him. His looks is like he’s going to fight with yi fan and so is yi fan’s face

‘long time no see, yi fan’ luhan suddenly hug yi fan with a smile and yi fan reply him  back

‘what the- i thought they’re gonna fight’ i mumble to myself

‘you got taller now huh, luhan’ yi fan comment as soon as they release their hug

‘yah! That’s not funny’  luhan punch on yi fan’s shoulder and they both laugh after that

I keep staring at how close they both look when suddenly luhan’s mother call me

‘yoonji, tell your mom you’re gonna have dinner at this house okay?’ luhan’s mother said to me and smile

‘oh, okay’ i reply back then call my mom on the phone. I’m already used to have dinner at luhan’s house

After finish serving the dish on the table, i was going to sit beside yixing when suddenly yi fan tell me to sit beside him. I just follow his order awkwardly. Luhan sit in front of me and i could feel he keep staring at me during the whole scene.

‘let’s eat’ yixing exclaim excitedly

After the dinner, i excuse myself to luhan’s parents to go back house. Luhan’s mother order him to send me home even though i resist her offer. luhan is going to send me home with an annoyed face when suddenly yi fan volunteer

'it's okay aunty. i'll send yoonji home' yi fan smile at me

'well then, okay. make sure you send her back safely okay' luhan's mother said to him with a worried face

'don't worry aunty' yi fan said to luhan's mother

we both walk in silence on our way to my house when suddenly yi fan broke the silence off

'so, are you, luhan's girlfriend?' he ask out of sudden

'what? no. we're just childhood friend' i quickly answer him panicly

'well then, you're available huh?' yi fan ask me while staring at me

'i guess so' i answer cluelessly

'oh, we've arrive' yi fan exclaim that makes me surprise

'thank you for sending me home' i bow to him when we're standing in front of my door house

'no biggie. see you tomorrow' he said then leave me dumbfounded by his last word

'tomorrow?' i mumble to myself with a confuse face