Hello everyone this is author,

maybe some of you found something weird from the FF where the FF first posted at Nov 18, 2013 but, updated at 2018..

what are you doing in past 5 year?

well, i'm sorry i don't give any update or notification from the first

because some accident i got depression and become shut in person

i developed some phobia ( social phobia and phone phobia) where i affraid to met people, crowded place, and receive message (from anything in my phone where have notification)

for 5 year i live in the dark doing nothing.

i lost contact with my friend except my family.

i leave my family in the dark and don't know my situation for 4 year.

last year in june that my family know my condition and help me to overcome it little by little.

and now i am much better. then i remember my FF that just saved in my laptop drive for 5 year.

that's it, because of this i can update my FF

well in real life i am a cheerful person but i tend to keep any problem to myself.

that's why now i can update it.

thanks for everyone who read my FF.

sorry if im at writing because i have not writing for 5 year :)