is she holding grudge at me.......her action influence me either my word or my speach or my action....

i do really have a soft heart... i think twice when i want to post in fb, when we have argument, i think thousand time when i want to send her message to tell her how much i hurt... i purposely create 2 fc account, so i can write what ever i want without being judge ( nagging) by her. its not becoz i a good person or im so kind and dont want tosee anyone cry...but i m lazy enough to not care and just let it go... i let go of eveything... i had comitment.. i hate trouble..i hate everything... coz im a lazy girl..........until she come.....with the smile at my door...my room door.....

how she manage to find me here. im freaking fly here to run from the misserable life i got there, then she come with smile plaster at her face like nothing happend. u got to kidding me right. t

u sure know how i feel right how  u hate someone so much becoz u love them so much but u can face it then u have to run away... u must understand right... typical coward runaway...hahahah

thats me... when i face problem..i run... it with settle with time. yeah...i believe..time is my best freiend, my best lover and my best saver. time keep me live and moving... u hurt today..tomorrow with time flow...u going to be okay...hahaha.. my simple minded...

until the problem come again....  the u have problem again..hahaha...

so where should i run now...north,south,east,east west, west,mainland...... aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

mybest friend how are u......muah... she kiss me deeply wettly on the lips..yes LIPS.... and yeah BEST FRIEND. F===ing best friend....

she do holding grudge at me... cant she let me have a peacefull life without heartbreak from her. 

if u can love me jus leave me..... i said to her..omg i said it..

what? what to said... love..she said love...

yes...