The first day of starting over.. Will it be easy like i thought that it would be? Or would it turn out as a disaster? Just pray for the best.... 

i came down to see kyungsoo eating breakfast.. Huh? Why is he here?

saejin: kyungsoo?

omma: finally, your down. Me and kyungsoo were waiting for you.

saejin: nae omma.

i kissed her cheek before sitting next to kyungsoo to eat my breakfast. 

Kyungsoo: i just came to pick you up..

saejin: jinjja? Gumawo kyungsooie~ 

kyungsoo: did you sleep well?

saejin: oh? Y-yeah..

i lied.. I didnt actually. I kind off umm.. Cried a bit? But i wouldnt want kyungsoo to worry. But i feel guilty lying to him...

kyungsoo: yah.. I know youre lying to me right? You always shift a bit if you lie. Too bad! You cant lie to me! I know you too well.

Aish.. Lying to him is soo much pointless. I should note that. ' never shift if you lie '. I'll somehow change that habit. 

Kyungsoo: no. Never change that. You look cute like that with that habit.

How did he know i was gonna change that?

kyungsoo: oh my god saejin! You should change the habit of saying your thoughts too loud.

saejin: i-i said that aloud?

kyungsoo: i'm not deaf you know?

saejin: mianhae..

i turn back to eating the food in front of me and i could hear kyungsoo chuckle.

kyungsoo: c'mon, if not we're gonna be late for school. 

Saejin: nae! Omma, i'm leaving now with kyungsoo!

omma: oh! Take care! Kyungsoo, make sure my daughter doesnt get into any trouble.

since kyungsoo was 19, he would drive me to school. He has just about 9 months here until they graduate. And till that time comes, i'm gonna keep my feelings a secret. 

Kyungsoo pov

i missed this.. Thanks to them breaking up, i finally have all the time in the world to spend it with her. But after 9 months.... I'll be graduating.. And till then, i'll keep my feelings a secret.