I miss his voice. I miss his face. I miss his present. I miss almost everything about him. He make my day. Even there is no realationship between us but I don't know why I miss him so much. Its been a while since my last meet with him. Its almost 3 years. He had say "goodbye" to me when he's at airport leaving to Paris.

--FLASHBACK--

2009

 

"Hi Hanna!" someone just greet me. I feel totally awkward that moment but I have to greet him back. That is what my mom have told me."Oh hi Baekhyun"

He's one of my guy best friend's friend. He's a not-so-tall guy but he's very care about me. Even he's not very close with me but sometimes I feel comfort with him (but sometimes its very awkward lol)

 

"Hey, what are you doing there Baekhyun?"

"Nothing, just wrapped present for someone"

"wow I'm curious who's the lucky one haha"

 

Tomorrow will be my birthday. I'm waiting for this day for a year haha everyone also same lol

 

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI HAN NA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU"

 

Aww I'm so touch. Everyone wish me happy birthday. I got a lot of present. I love it so much. Thanks guys.

 

"Hey, this is for you"

"oh? This is..."

"yeah actually this is for you haha"

"aww thank you so much baekhyun."

"pleasure"

 

This guy. He's so sweet.

2010

 

Its a new year. I'm in the same class with my best friend! And I have a guy seatmate lol. He has the same birth date with me. He's so good looking. He treated me very well. I'm happy being his seatmate even though i don't know he like it or not but who care. I love it haha.

 

Baekhyun... Yaa I remembered about him. We've chatting at the end of the last year. He's say that he likes me. He likes me almost 2 years. But we're still young and I don't answer his question. I just want to be his friend. Not more than that. I don't even think about he will like me. I just- yaa I know he has a very good looking but I like someone else.

His class was besides my class. Sometime we'll meet each other. And it will be totally awkward between us. But we're very ing close when chatting haha. Our relationship was like a couple in but we're not.

 

My school had make a site-visit to town. I didn't joined them because my parents doesn't give me permission but almost all my friends went there together with teachers. I envied them haha

 

"Hanna! Check you bag. Someone just put something in your bag"

"huh? What is it? Who?"

 

I just opened the zip and find out there's a box of chocolate. Its with heart shape chocolate and there's card on it

 

Hey, This is for you. I hope you like it

-Baekhyun-

 

 

My heart melt with what he has do. But sometimes I feel so bad. He has give me so many things and I just except it but I don't except his confession. With that feeling, I give that chocolate to my mum and sister and I just ate 2 chocolate out of 7. Sorry Baekhyun

SUMMER VOCATION

I went to Beijing with my parents. I really love that place. Its very a nice place. I've bought so many merchandise for my friends. Also for Baekhyun. I heard that he went to Australia. Wow that must be a nice place huh. Haha

SUMMER VOCATION ENDED (short story only)

 

 

All of us meet again after a while haha. My friend, Sehun give me a cute pink rabbit teddy bear. Its so cute and fluffy. I really love it

 

"Who's give this?"

"Baekhyun. Why"

"Baekhyun? Ahh~ okay"

 

Again. With everything he did to me. I'm starting to like him day by day but there's nothing I can do. I don't like him that much. I don't understand what I feel to be honest. I like everything he does. He's a sweet guy. Yeah I admit it.

 

 

Baekhyun: Hey Hanna

Hanna: Hey. Whats up?

Baekhyun: I have something to tell you

Hanna: huh? What is it? I'm curious you know

Baekhyun: I'll be going to Paris this end of the year. My dad has work to do there

Hanna: Really? Oh~ when will you back here?

Baekhyun: I don't know. Maybe after 3 or 4 years later

Hanna: That's quite a long time huh

Baekhyun: yea I know right. Sorry to say this but I got to go. My mum called me. Sorry

Hanna: Nahhh its okay. Bye Baek!

 

I don't know why. But why I feel kinda sad? What's wrong with this feeling? Just let him go huh. Why should I feel this way? Maybe this will be a good thing for us. I don't have to hurt him anymore right? Yeah

 

"Teacher. I want to return this book"

"ohh You're the one who will change school to Paris right?"

"yes teacher"

 

So this is Baek's brother? He's also good looking.

 

"I'm going tomorrow"

"Really? Wow that's must be very excited for you right?"

"I don't know. Maybe yes"

"Take Care!"

"Thanks Hanna. I'm gonna miss you"

"M-me too"

 

I have to forgot our awkward relay because I wanna face him. Since he will be going tomorrow. Maybe I will miss him. So much.

 

*RING RING RING*

 

Who's calling me this early morning

 

"Hello?"

"ahh hello. Who's this?"

"I'm Baekhyun. Just wanna tell you I'm already at airport. I'm leaving soon. Miss me okay?"

"Baekhyun? Leaving? Oka-kay.."

"I love you."

"um me too. I love you too"

"Bye"

"take care"

 

Why I feel so hurt. I'm starting to miss him. He even called me when he's at airport. What is this? I'm keeping my word Baekhyun. I'm gonna miss you. So much

 

We're lost contact from that day. He even deactive his twitter and facebook account.

 

--END OF FLASHBACK--

 

"OMAGAD"

 

Haish this friend.

 

"What are you thinking about Hanna?"

"Nothing just memory"

"ahh~ okay"

 

' New Message '

 

"Hye Hanna! Remember me?"

"This is...."

"Baekhyun! You remember me? I'm at Seoul now! I'm back!"

"OMG Baekhyun you're back"

 

I miss him so much. Baekhyun, I miss you

 

"You still keep your promise huh?"

"Yes of course. By the way, which school will you go?"

"I don't know but for sure I'll be going to International school"

"aaaa~ I thought I can be in the same school with you haha"

"Well sorry Hanna"

"Nevermind. I hope we can meet again okay?"

"I want that thing happen too"

"haha I know you will miss me haha"

"well, I just wanna say that. We continue again next time ya!"

"sure bye"

 

Even just for a while. But I can get my self close with him. Even I don't know he still likes me or not. But my feelings towards him never change.. I starting to like him when he's going to Paris that day. I hope we can meet again one day. I really wanna meet you Baekhyun. I miss you so much.

 

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So, Basically this is my own story. I'm still young yeah I know it. Because of age I don't think about couple so yeah I dont have that ability to take care of other's heart.  He's already in my country. I still don't have chance to meet him. I got an idea to make this as a fanfic from my friends. Thanks to them. I think I should'nt say their name. I really hope I can meet him again next time. I don't have ability to text him. I think he already has girlfriend and forgot our promise when we're still young. I know this story is not sad as you think, but if you are in my situation, you will feel the pain in my heart. Its really hurt me. When I'm already matured, now I know what he feel that time. I'm so sorry.

 

WHAT I HAVE CHANGE IS:

 

His name is NOT Baekhyun

My name is NOT Hanna

He's NOT changing school to Paris

I'm NOT in Seoul