Writing To No One [STORY DISCONTINUED]
Description
It started out as a random thought.
It ended up being an everyday habit.
When I thought of writing my thoughts and feelings to a made up, unresponsive email
I never knew how much it would actually help me through out my life.
My problems.
My emotions.
Practically everything.
Thanks.
Thanks for everything...
Foreword
To: [email protected]
CC: _____________________________________________________________
Subject: __________________________________________________________
Hey.
I don't really expect a response since this email is just something that I randomly typed. But... I guess this can just be something I can create something out of... I guess like some kind of therapy... I don't know for sure. I may as well continue since I've already started.
My name is Seo Joo Hyun ( wow I'm giving my name out so freely to someone ), I'm 18 ( hah, my age too ) and I'm stuck on where I want to be in life. I've got no particular career that I have interest in or things like that. Usually, if I did take interest in some job, it would quickly disperse out of my mind as days pass. I guess this is just one of the problems I'm currently facing as I'm finishing off school this year. Mum is just telling me to take a gap year to clear my thoughts but... I'm doubting that would work.
The thing is... With me, I barely become interested in things so I guess it's part of my demeanour. I guess I'll stop now.
Sincrely,
SJH
Message Sent
I sighed.
'If I'm barely interested in things... How come I tried so hard to write to... Practically no one?' I pondered as I rested my head atop my arms.
'I guess... I'm just forcing myself to gather interest.'
Silence.
It was always like this whenever I think to myself. Quiet. I sit up straight after a few minutes and sighed once more before slowly walking to my bed. Thank god I live alone in a dorm, otherwise I would have been bugged about my ugly cries and things.
I would always cry myself to sleep. Sometimes because of stress... Sometime homesickness... Sometimes because of nothing at all... For whatever reason I always cry myself to sleep. Always to wake up with my eyes feeling more Asian or puffier than usual...
But tonight... I didn't cry at all... I guess that's a good thing then...
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