you read the title; i totally lOST IT GUYS. I LOST MY STYLE.

i havent been updating because i havent been photoshopping (since forever) so for the past few days i wanted to get back into the swing of things again — just for the heck of it even though i'll probably disappear again, soon.

so a few days back i opened up photoshop for the first time in months without the pressure of a teacher constantly on my back
("athirah, is it possible for you to design the class tee shirt? it has to be navy blue, but feel free to do anything you want with it otherwise! —— love it, but wait, can you change the design a little bit? —— great! just tweak some more stuff and it'll be perfect.... —— whoops, the class doesn't like navy, can you change the colour to gold? —— sorry, make that pink. —— you know what, navy blue is actually perfect!") 

.. or peer pressure
("ATHIRAH MY LOVE I NEED A FAVOUR and u better say yes u piece of because 6 years ago on a sunday on the 25th of july at 8:48am i bought u sweets sO THIS IS TO CONPENSATE THE SWEETS anyway i need u to design me a poster for my extra activity to publicize it around the schoo— WHAT DO U MEAN YOURE TOO BUSY NO NO NO I DO NOT ACCEPT YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR ELSE IM SPREADING YOUR BABY PICTURES TO EVERYONE")

so i started off with a blank canvas and i was so out of it, it was funny. freaking hilariously pathetic.
i played around with the canvas and realised that its official guys: i lost my sty