Kyuhyun starred at her in silence,  maybe she was right, they were not together anymore, he was not living in this house anymore and she was not alone she had her unies and oppas to take care of her. That’s what he was thinking about while starring at her, but then his eyes got caught by the night stand behind her, the same night stand she took the pill while he was facing the wall. Who would take his sleeping pills in the morning when he woke up? Kyuhyun starred back at her, the woman he’s been married to for 4 years,  the woman he saw himself living with for the rest of his life. But guess plans can change, just like people can change, in bad just like good. « Are you a junky  Seohyun ah!? »  he finally asked. -

« I never thought I'd need you there when I cry 

And the days feel like years when I'm alone 

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side » 

 Flashback-

     She parked her car in front of the beautiful mansion, the street was desert, only the streets lamps were , and luxurious cars parked in front of the numerous villas. She turned off the engine taking off her seatbelt but  her reflection caught her attention in the rear view mirror.  She noticed that her eyes were lifeless, not any inch of life, they were white and glassy, just like her soul. Maybe was it because she slept all the afternoon? Or because she did not eat since the lunch with the girls and that it was already 10 in the evening?  She couldn’t attend the party in this state, she opened her purse looking for her mascara and eye liner. She used the rear view mirror to help her apply which could change her apparence tonight but she suddenly got blind from the lights car coming behind. She watched as the car passed beside her, parking on the spot 10 meters away, right in front of Sica’s house stairs. It did not take her too long to realize whom the car belonged to, a black SUV Audi, she knew who it was only by the way he drove and parked. She watched him as he got off of his car, she expected the passenger’s door to open, but it never did. She starred at him as he came checking the back side of the car,  she hurriedly bend down afraid he might see her. But he did not, instead he opened the car trunk taking a Yves Saint Laurent shopping bag from it, probably his gift to Sica.  

      She kept starring at him as he climbed the stairs, she  kept looking at him, he was wearing black jeans and  black T-shirt. She couldn’t see clearly his face, but she noticed that he has been taking care of his body, it was not the same, his arms were bigger and  his chest more defined. The door opened allowing some light to light up the dark street, she saw her unnie hugging him allowing him to enter. Suddenly the street went black again, she stood up, her mascara still in her hand, her reflection in the rear view  caught her attention again.  She sighed from her foolish comportment, it has been 4 months since she last saw him and here she was hiding in her car, she opened her purse ready to throw her mascara in it but something caught her attention, it was a little grey box. It was scratched on some parts and broken on others. She remained starring at it, without her knowing her hand was already holding it. She starred at the mansion the street being silent, you could hear music and people laughing, she recognized Eunhyuk’s laugh as well as Tiffany’s loud voice, they were already all present, she was for sure the only one still missing.

      She remembered him, how healthy and handsome he looked getting off his car, he did not seem affected by their divorce, of course why would he? He was already in love with someone else.  She decided to open the box, she starred at what it contained, she took one of it, swallowing it without water. She relaxed on her seat, the pill would soon open to deliver his product. She closed her eyes, waiting for the effect of the pill, soon she felt her