Gah. 

       Leaving Ji to deal with the pain in his own was weird for me. I really wanted to know what he was feeling. So all these questions that he asks himself. About pain and dying, and dealing. All those were questions I had, and were questions that popped into my head shortly after having written the end of I Promise. Granted, maybe it was because I was driving by a hospital at the moment this happened. I assure you I don't think of death every minute of my life. I'm not crazy.

       So I came home and came up with this tiny three pages or so on how to Ji decided to deal. I asked, before, how you guys think he'll deal. What you think he'll do. I made him a real pacifist I think. Nothing too dramatic and exciting except this one little cliche thing he does in the end.