„Hyungs?“ I sneaked through our dorm looking everywhere. Then I noticed a weak flicker. The TV? Why was it still on? I mean it’s almost 2 AM. I creeped through the living room door and saw something… really interesting! Sungwon and Minhyuk sat next to each other on the couch and watched something… well they didn’t watch, they… kissed each other!!! I gasped. Suddenly Sungwon looked up and straight in my eyes. How did he noticed me? „Yoonie, come here…“ He said with his soft voice. Minhyuk just looked at me. I nodded softly and walked over to the sofa. I sat down on the floor in front of the sofa and waited for… an explanation? Well I didn’t know. „Siyoon-ah…“ Sungwon started. „Minhyuk and I, we are… we are a couple.“ I nodded and as I saw, how scared Sungwon looked, I reassured him. Was he afraid I would judge him? „Hyungs, If you… truly love each other I won’t judge you. It’s ok for me.“ „Really?“ Minhyuk asked and as I nodded, Sungwon hugged me. „Yoonie, thanks!“ Then there was a question I had to ask. „Does one of the others know about this?“ They shaked their heads. „Ok, I won’t tell anyone.“ „Omo, isn’t he wonderful, our little cutie prince?“ Sungwon asked and hugged me tightly. I giggled. I was so happy that my hyungs finally found someone to love, even if they love each other. I wonder if I will find my love soon? I don’t know how it’s like to love someone. I hope I will find someone nice. „Now, it’s late, Yoonie, why aren’t you in bed?“ „Oh yeah, well I though about Woobin, because I think he… OMO!“ Suddenly I kind of screamed because I remembered that Woobin might like Sungwon!!! What should I do? I don’t want him to be hurt! Woobin-ah… „N-nothing… Well I will go to bed now.“ Sungwon nodded, hugged me and kissed my forehead. Minhyuk hugged me too and I went in my room to threw myself on my bed. What should I do?? He is our maknae! He is too young to be hurt because of love. Should I talk with him again? I decided to do so. I took my mobile and wrote him an message on kakaotalk.

 

Me: Woobin-ah! Are you sleeping?

I waited a little bit, rolled around on my bed and after some time my mobilephone started vibrating.

Woobin: No, I am not. Whats up? Why aren’t u sleeping?

Me: Well just for some reason. What are you doing?

Woobin: Reading a book. U?

Me: Music. What book? :)

Woobin: Harry Potter. What music? 

Me: Orange Caramel – Shanghai Love^^

Woobin: Haha! Thats so girly, Siyoon-ah!

Me: kekek :P

Woobin: Want to talk about sth?

Me: Actually… yes. You like someone of your hyungs, right?

I shaked. I really didn't want to hurt him so I had to be careful.

Woobin: Yes, why?

Me: Is… he still single?

Woobin: I hope so, I don’t want to loose him. He is precious J

Woobin: I think I am really in love…

Me: Congrats Woobin-ah! :P I think he is really lucky!

Wrong way, wrong way!! What am I doing??? I should make him stop loving Sungwon. But how?? He has to fall in love with someone else! But with whom? We are five members. Sungwon loves Minhyuk, and Minhyuk loves Sungwon, they are out. Seungjun hyung is as straight as a ruler. I am sure that won’t work. Should I just ask one of my Noonas? But that won’t work. Woobin likes men…. Wait, but what… about me? No, no way!!! I am straight!!!! Am… I…? I don’t know, I never kissed or loved before. Should I just try it? Even if I don’t love or even like him that way, I have to protect the relationship of my hyungs and Woobins feelings. Ok, I will do it! So how do you make someone fall in love with you? Flirt? I don’t know how!! Maybe I should just ask him to hang around with me. Ok!

Me: Hey Woobin-ah! Want to… hang out tomorrow? There is no schedule for tomorrow!

Woobin: Hang out? Sounds great. What do you want to do then?

Me: What, me? But I asked you! *pout* Well, maybe just watching some movies at TV? I don’t want to be disturbed by any of our fans, even if they are our lovely A-Lands, if I am spending some time with the maknae.

Oh, that’s quiet a long text, will this work?

Woobin: Ok, why not. So now sleep Siyoon-ah! Or you will sleep while we are watching movies! 

Me: Ne, UMMA! :P

Woobin: Just wait, I will get revenge for that! :P Sleep well, Siyoon-ah! :D

Me: You too! :D

I smiled. Yes, it worked. So tomorrow we will watch some movies. I have to get near him! I know I can do it! I put my mobile on my desk and went to bed. This is going to be interesting!

 

The next day, I woke up late. I was really nervous, because I didn't knew if my plan would work. I went into the bathroom to shower. After that I went to my closet to dress myself. I knew I had to wear something nice to make Woobin fall in love with me. What could he like? Finally I picked a white skinny jeans and a black shirt. I hoped he would like it. On my way down to the livingroom I bumped into Sungwon. "Ah Yoonie! Minhyuk and I will go on a date today! And Seungjun isn't here too. He went out to visit his parents. So it's just you and Woobin." I nodded. That's perfect! I said goodbye to Sungwon who just went into his room to get his backpack. Then he ran down and as I heard the sound of the door I smiled. So now it's just Woobin and I. I went down into the kitchen to eat breakfast. In the kitchen I met Woobin who was currenty eating his cereals. "Morning." he said. Sufdenly I felt my blood rushing to my head. "M-morning..." I studdered as I answered him. What's wrong with me?? Woobin just lifted an eyebrow and said nothing. I turned around and started searching a bowl for my cereals. I was totally in my thoughts. "Siyoon-ah?" I turned around and saw Woobin smiling at me. In his hand he held a bowl. "Ah... thank you." As I took the bottle out of his hand our fingers brushed against each other. I nearly dropped the bowl as I felt his fingers touching mine. I turned around and ran out ouf the kitchen, my breakfast was forgotten. "Siyoon?" I heard his voice calling me, but I ignored it. What the hell is wrong with me? I am trying to seduce him and all I do is to run away just because our fingers touched? That's strange, isn't it!? I breathed in and out and as I calmed down I sat down on the couch. "Siyoon?" Woobin. I knew he would come. "Yes?" I managed, not to stutter. "Are you ok? Why did you run away?" I just shaked my head. "I don't know." He frowned. "Are you sure?" I nodded. "Ok I belive you. Do you want to watch some movies now? Then i'll make some popcorn!" "Okay! I'll choose the movie." I went over to our DVD-shelf to look at the movies. Which one should I choose? A horror movie, a comedy? The I noticed one that would fit perfectly. Titanic! I had never seen it but I knew it was kinda romantic! "I have one!" I shouted to the kitchen where you could hear Woobin making the popcorn. "Great! I am ready too." He came into the livingtoom with a bowl of warm sweet popcorn and a fluffy blanket. He sat down beside me and asked me, which movie I had chosen. "Titanic. Have you seen it before?" "No, you?" "No." I snuggled myself in the couch. Then I started the movie. I liked the story of Jack and Rose on the Titanic but then the saddest part of the movie started. After the Titanic began to sink I grabbed the blanket and to be honest it was really sad. And at the scene where Rose laid on that piece of wood I started to cry. It was so sad I've never seen something like this before. Suddenly I felt a smooth grip on my shoulder. Woobin? He looked kinda serious as he stared into my eyes. "Are you okay?" was his question. At first I nodded but then I shaked my head. He smiled and pulled me on this chest and laid his arms around me. That was the moment I began to feel nervous. He stopped the movie and hugged me tightly. "Everything's okay." he whispered into my ear. I put my arms around his waist and I noticed that he was really warm. I felt really secured and loved. But then I remembered that he loved Sungwon. Yeah… Sungwon. I began to have a sad feeling. But why…? I shaked my head rapidly to get all my stupid thoughts out of my heard. I snuggled up to Woobin and he laid his head on mine and I laid mine on his chest. In that close embrace we stayed a while. I noticed that he through my hair. I felt really happy and I never wanted this moment to end. But the next moment Woobin backed up and loosed his grip around my body. I felt unsure and disappointed. Wait… my plan was to make HIM fall in love with ME right? But I shouldn’t fall in love with HIM!! That… I don’t know what concequences it might have! I am sure it will just break my heart… But I think… „Are you hungry, you haven’t eaten breakfast and it’s almost afternoon.“ I was startled but I nodded. To be honest, I was really hungry! „Ok, let’s go out to eat something!“ „W-what?“ He took my hand and pulled me out of the door after I put on my shoes. „Where are we going? Won’t our A-Lands recognize us?“ „Don’t worry about that!“ he smiled at me and I couldn’t do anything else but smiling back. But to be honest, I was kinda afraid too. I mean I love our fans, but I am a little bit afraid of those Sasaeng Fangirls. They are totally crazy. But I decided to trust Woobin. We hid our faces under our hood and went to the next station. I wasn’t sure where Woobin wanted to go, but I made up my mind, to follow him blind.