" it only hurts when you start pretending it isn't. " 

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Chapter 19: Let her go 

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Sehun kissed her as Yuri kissed him back. 

She didn't know why she was doing that, her body is totally controlling her.

Sehun starts wrapping his arms over Yuri's waist, squeezing her in his embrace.

This snaps Yuri out of reality, she widened her eyes as she starts pushing and smacking Sehun's chest harshly. 

Sehun released the kiss as he panted, looking at Yuri annoyed.

" let go!" Yuri hitted Sehun's chest harshly as Sehun sighed.

He pushed Yuri to the wall as he leaned his forehead onto Yuri's.

" Why are you acting like this?" Yuri asked as Sehun shut his eyes, he didn't reply.

" We shouldn't be like this. We hate each other, I hate you, you hate m-"

" Who says? Why must we be like that?" Sehun whispered.

Yuri blinked at him, " We're in an arranged marriage sehun, w-"

" Apart from that," Sehun asked as he searched into her eyes for answer.

" why?"

Yuri sighed as she speaks, " I-I like kai." 

Sehun looked at her blankly as it felt like his heart is being squeezed tightly by a vice, like a weight resting on his chest, not accepting any oxygen. 

The feeling was horrible. 

Sehun released his grip on her as he looked at her menacingly. 

He wondered, why Kai? Why wasn't the guy she like was him?

What is Kai better than him?

Why does Yuri have to like him?

Was he being a jerk to Yuri?

A lot of questions popped in Sehun's head as he ruffled his hair in frustration,

he raised his hand. 

He's jealous of kai. 

Yuri widened her eyes as she thought Sehun was going to hit her. 

She closed her eyes tightly as she felt something passing beside her.

She shivered slightly, waiting for him to hit her, waiting to feel the pain.

But it never came to her.

She heard a thud, opening her eyes, she found Sehun's hand sticking to the wall which he punched, bleeding profusely. 

" s-sehun! You're b-"  Yuri grabbed his hand which makes Sehun flinched in pain.

" go away." Sehun said as he leave his hands bleeding. 

" you-"

" Don't care about me. Scram to your kai." Sehun hissed as he stepped away from Yuri. 

" B-but" 

Yuri frowned, did he get angry of her confession? 

" Didn't you say injuries will heal? off from me right now." Sehun said again as he slammed the door loudly.

Yuri sighed loudly, she hurted him.

Badly. 

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Yuri stretched her back as she got up from the couch, ouch.

Her back starts aching since Sehun didn't allowed her to sleep on the bed.

She tooked a morning bath and she came out refreshed, memories of her

and sehun kept flashing in her mind.