"Do You Even Love Me?"

Description

You and your boyfriend of 3 years, Park Chanyeol, have been going through some trouble lately. In the beginning Chanyeol was very romantic and would hardly leave your side. But over time, you felt him drifting away from you, especially these past 2 months. He was always at dance practice or in bed sleeping. During the weekends, he no longer spent time with you, instead he spent his time locked up in the room you two shared. And when you tried to talk to him and get his attention, he ignored you and acted as if you were a nuisance to him. Hardly seeing your boyfriend cause you to worry.

Maybe its another girl....Maybe he’s fallen out of love with me.....There has to be someone else.

Kai and Tao noticed the tension between you two and began to keep you company. When either one of them had freetime, you guys would go to the park, go out for ice cream, watch movies, play games, and even cooked dinner together. All of this attention Kai and Tao were giving you eased the pain of Chanyeols neglect. Sadly you weren't sure how much longer you could handle being ignored by him.

 

Foreword

One night after you, Kai and Tao came back from the cinema, Chen had pulled you aside to speak with you about something he has recently found out.
“Oh hey, just the girl I wanted to see.” Chen grinned as you walked through the door
“Hey Chen” you giggled as you gave him a quick hug, then walked towards the kitchen to prepare dinner for everyone.
“______-ah, I really need to talk to you about something” he whispered as his eyes scanned the room to make sure no one was around. You figured that he wanted to recommend something for dinner like usual so all you did was chuckle, “Okay whats up?”
“Well its just that
..” he hesitated, “uhm, how do I say this?” Seeing him like this gave you a bad feeling.

Chen is never like this, he’s always so straight forward about everything..

“Its about Tao and Kai..”
“What about them”
you urged, trying to understand what was going on. Nothing but disappointment filled his face as he continued, “They both told me, not at the same time, that they are starting to develop feelings for you. I’ve been meaning to tell you but, they are always around you..”
You no longer focused on Chen’s words. Shock filled your body, your mind, your face.

How could this be? They both know that I'm with Chanye-

Pulled out of thought, your eyes focused on Chanyeol as he entered the kitchen and walked straight towards the refrigerator. His face was immediately filled with disgust as he laid eyes on you, “Oh great, your here” he groaned as he rolled his eyes
Your eyes narrowed as his words coursed through your veins like poison that would eventually stop your heart.
“Whats that suppose to mean?” you mumbled, finally you’d had enough of his outrageous behavior.
Closing the refrigerator door he sneered, “You know exactly what it means” his eyes locked on yours with a cold serious expression that filled his once beautiful face.
Chen gave you a reassuring pat on the shoulder before excusing himself, not wanting to interrupt you guys.

As Chanyeols cold stare remain focused on your face, you timidly began to question him, “Whats your problem? Why do you hate me so much all of a sudden?” He smiled and chuckled as you continued, “I haven't done anything to deserve this kind of behavior.” You raised your voice and no longer shyed away from your feelings, “Don't you laugh at me! All of your actions lately make you look so pathetic, you cant even face me like a man!” tears began to form and eventually fall from your eyes.
Chanyeols face was once again serious, “Don't you call me pathetic-”
“DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME?!”
you exploded, catching him of guard. The kitchen fell quiet as he stared at you, horrified by your words.
“Don’t just stand there, ANSWER ME!. Do you love me?” you sobbed, “Tell me now, if you don't love me, just say so...tell me so I can walk away from all of this. If the-these 3 years meant nothing...just tell me!”
You could tell that your words became poison to him. His face was distorted, his knee’s seemed to get weaker by the second and tears fell as you continued
“You know there are men who want to make me happy. UNLIKE YOU, THEY WANT TO SEE ME SMILE! Unlike you....” your hands covered your face, your own words made you sick.

As he realized how torn you were, he began to sob even more and walked closer to you. He had stopped to finally answer you, his tone was no longer cold but gentle, “You think I don't love you? You think I'd let Kai or Tao take you from me?” he paused as he began to think about life without you, “Oh God....I don't know why I've treated you like this. I don't know why I let myself take out all my frustrations on you. Everything's taking its toll on me. Work, the photo shoots, the press, not being able to see my family let alone being too tired to give my attention to you....I just never meant to hurt you, I just-”
“Stop.
.” you mumbled, “just stop. Why am I hearing about this now? I understand it frustrating but that doesn't mean you can take it all out on me. I’m a part of your life and seeing you stressed makes me worry about you, all I try to do is help but I cant if you don't allow me to.”

He finally got close and grabbed you hands. This had been the first time he’s touched you in 2 months.
“Because just now I seen how much I've neglected you. How I grabbed the beautiful love you gave me and threw it in your face. I finally seen how much pain I've caused you....” he shut his eyes as the words flowed out of his mouth, he no longer wanted tears to fall.
“I’ve know about Kai and Tao for a while now....if you don't love me anymore, its okay. But mu love for you will never end. You are my everything and always will be. My life isn't worth living if your not in it...” His eyes now focused on you. Your lips, your eyes, he stared deeply into you and wiped away any tears that fell from your eyes.
“What you’ve done is unacceptable....Chanyeol, babe, I love you but please promise me that you’ll talk to me about these things. I cant help you if you don't ask.”

A smile filled his face as each word came our of your mouth. When you finished, he pulled you in, one hand on your waist and the other under your chin. His face leaned into yours but before your lips touched, he giggled, “I will jagia, I will”
HIs lips fell into place with yours, his hands held your face while your fingers intertwined with his hair. Once his lips unlocked from yours, he hugged you tightly.
“I’m never letting anyone or anything take you away from me, Never. You’ll always be mine, whether you like it or not.”
His comments like this always made you laugh because he sounded cheesy, cute and cheesy.

“I need to make dinner” you pulled away from him, hinting that everything was okay now.
Pulling out a pan and spatula, he smiled and nudged you, “We need to make dinner” 

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ilabya2 #1
interesting~