Chapter 1
Teardrops on my guitar
~Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needin'
Everything that we should be~
Hyo Im's POV:
Luhan oppa turned around and looked at me. Before he left, he gave me a bright and happy smile. I returned his smile with a forced one so that he won't know my feelings and how much I really want to be his girlfriend.
Well, let me introduce myself first. I'm Kim Hyo Im, Kim Min Seok (a.k.a Xiu Min)'s younger and only sister. Luhan oppa has been my best friend since I was born. He along with my oppa has taken great care of me, I really looked up to him.
But soon, things started to change...
~I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Hyo Im ah~ are you listening to me?" Luhan oppa waved his hand in front of me. "Oh?" I snapped out of my daydream. "I said, I was going to accompany Joo Hyun to her music concert next week on Tuesday night." Luhan oppa repeated. "But oppa, you promised me three days ago you would come and support me in my dance competition." I replied feeling betrayed.
Joo Hyun, also known as Seo Hyun, is the pretty,smart and cute Queenka. She is the youngest in SNSD (a.k.a the Queenkas) and she is the only child. She is also the one Luhan oppa is dating. Luhan oppa has been going on about her. I'm really jealous that she gets to date Luhan oppa while I can't.
~Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me~
Hyo Im's POV:
"And then Kris was like "no, i don't want to do it, it's dumb." Luhan said while laughing. I laughed along too. Although I was sitting around the table with the other EXO members, the only one i could see was Luhan oppa.
EXO (a.k.a the kingka), which Min Seok oppa is in. So is Luhan oppa.
~He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Joo Hyun is the best girlfriend I ever have. I am so in love right now. It seems like this time, I finally got it right." Luhan oppa said happily. I faked a happy smile although my heart was being crushed inside.
That night, before I went to bed, I though about all of the memories I had with Luhan oppa. Every night it's the same thing. He is all I think about at night.
~He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Oh my gosh a wishing star! Sis, make a wish!!" Min Seok oppa shouted excitedly. I closed my eyes and wished that someday Luhan oppa will be my boyfriend. "Oppa, I'm going to my room first. " I said.
When I reached my room, I took my guitar which was leaning against my study table. I started strumming it. Without knowing, teardrops rolled down my cheeks and landed on my guitar.
Even in the car, when Min Seok oppa drove, I changed all the lyrics to fit Luhan oppa, not knowing why.
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be~
Luhan oppa walked pass me during his break time, he was having fun kicking the soccer ball with Min Seok oppa. After he was out of my sight, I let out the breath that I didn't even know I was holding.
Even looking at his back view caused me to blush, he was perfect in a every way, I really wished I could be like him.
~She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Joo Hyun unnie, can I speak to you?" I interrupted Joo Hyun unnie, who was talking to her members. "Yea sure." Joo Hyun unnie smiled and replied me. I went to a quiet corner of the field. "Unnie, promise me you wouldn't break Luhan oppa's heart, and that you will give him all your love." I told Joo Hyun unnie. "Yea, I promise." Joo Hyun unnie smiled and replied.
~He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Oh my gosh a wishing star! Sis, make a wish!!" Min Seok oppa shouted excitedly. I closed my eyes and wished that someday Luhan oppa will be my boyfriend. "Oppa, I'm going to my room first. " I said.
When I reached my room, I took my guitar which was leaning against my study table. I started strumming it. Without knowing, teardrops rolled down my cheeks and landed on my guitar.
Even in the car, when Min Seok oppa drove, I changed all the lyrics to fit Luhan oppa, not knowing why.
~So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight~
Hyo Im's POV:
I was driving alone in Min Seok oppa's car. When I reached home, I greeted Min Seok oppa and went straight to my room. I saw Luhan oppa's picture on my bedside table. Without thinking, I put Luhan oppa's picture into my drawer and turned off the lights.
That night, I slept without any images of Luhan oppa in my mind.
~'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Oh my gosh a wishing star! Sis, make a wish!!" Min Seok oppa shouted excitedly. I closed my eyes and wished that someday Luhan oppa will be my boyfriend. "Oppa, I'm going to my room first. " I said.
When I reached my room, I took my guitar which was leaning against my study table. I started strumming it. Without knowing, teardrops rolled down my cheeks and landed on my guitar.
Even in the car, when Min Seok oppa drove, I changed all the lyrics to fit Luhan oppa, not knowing why.
~He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see~
Hyo Im's POV:
"Sis, you have wasted a lot of time on Luhan already. When are you going to stop? " Min Seok oppa asked me worriedly. "I don't know oppa, there's never enough time for me to stop loving Luhan oppa." I replied.
Luhan oppa turned around and looked at me. Before he left, he gave me a bright and happy smile. I returned his smile with a forced one so that he won't know my feelings and how much I really want to be his girlfriend.
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