I sat quietly on the fluffy white clouds trying to remember the past I had with this man. I dropped my head to my knees trying to bring back the memories I had with him. Seconds, minutes passed, but nothing came to me. I don’t remember anything about him except for his name, Zelo.

“Why was he so special?” I thought to myself. I looked at the pictures Sungjae gave me. I outlined his face with my finger. I kept making circles around his face, not even trying to remember my past. Suddenly, something hit me as I created a dent in the picture. I scrutinized the picture of Zelo, trying to bring back memories.

“I just had it…it’s on the tip of my tongue…” I said as Sungjae took away the picture.

“It’s time for you to go now.” He said with a soft voice.

“Time to go where?” I asked, tilting my head to the side.

“Earth! To go see Zelo, where else?” he said as he clapped his hands. As he clapped his hands, the white dress I was wearing transformed into white nightgown, similar in style, but there was something special on the gown Sungjae gave me: wings.

“Wait…can they not see me? Like the people on earth?”

“Remember…you’re a ghost/angel. The only people who can see are probably ghost tellers…and me. Nothing to worry about though.” He said as he patted my back.

I gulped loudly, nervous about seeing Zelo, even if I’m in ghost form.

I kept my hands near my chest, feeling my heartbeat: thump…thump…thump. My blood was racing.

“Why am I nervous?” I said.

“It’s because you haven’t been ‘alive’ for four months. You were asleep during that time, so…I could understand why you’re nervous. And…you have a mission to force your past boyfriend to forget you…that’s hard…and harsh.” He said as I glared at him.

“I doubt it’s my fault that he’s suffering—”

“Wow! Would you look at the time? Time for you to go!” he said as he cut me off.

“How am I—”

Poof! Sungjae clapped his hands and there I was free falling through the sky. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth, thinking I would scream, but I didn’t. I opened my eyes looking around my surroundings. A light blue sky, white/pink clouds, birds migrating to the South; everything was nice.

“Wow…I hope this never—”

CRASH!!!!!!

“Ouch…” I said as I rubbed my head. As I lifted my hand there was a banana hanging around my elbows and on the other side of my arm I felt a warm liquid cascading down my arm. I look over to find rotten milk fall down my arm.

“Gross!!!!!” I yelled. After I yelled I quickly covered my mouth, thinking that people would hear me, but no one was around. I looked around me and realized I landed in a garbage bin.

“Of course…out of all the places on earth, I had to fall into a garbage bin…thanks ‘angel’…you’re such an ‘angel’,” I said as I scoffed towards the skies.

I quickly got up and tried to rub the milk off. As I got up I realized people started to surround me.

“Oh no! Can they see me?” I said as I tried to hide, but when I bent down I saw the garbage again. I bent my back trying to hide, but I failed. More people started to walk towards me.

“Sungjae said the earthlings wouldn’t be able to see me!!! What’s happening?” I said, whining.

As I saw more people surround me I just stood there closing my eyes and reaching my arms out trying to stop them. I stepped down from the garbage bin and stood in front of them.

“Now…I know this may look weird, but it’s not what it looks like. You see—”

“LOOK!!! ISN’T THAT A CELEBRITY CAR!??!!!?!” The people started running towards me.

“Yes I know, a celebrity, unbelievable right—WHAT?” I said as I saw a crowd of people running towards me. I quickly cringed to the ground, but all I heard was footsteps. I open my eyes and realize the people running through me.

I slowly get up not feeling the people run through me. I looked at my body, but I wasn’t transparent. I saw the boldness of my body.

“Is this what Sungjae meant by they can’t see me?” I said as I had tears in my eyes.

“Wow…I’m a nobody right now…” I said as I cringed to the floor again. Though I was given a mission, I still remember a little part of earth. I mean, I was a human…I’m just…dead right now. I sighed and turned around to look at who the people were staring at. As soon as I turn around I was face to face with a short, corpulent man. He wore glasses and was holding a young man’s hand.

“Are they…nah.” I kept looking at the people who were walking past me.

“I guess they’re celebrities…” I said as I turned around to fulfill my mission.

As I turn around, I feel a certain presence walk past me. I look up while feeling a bit cold. As I looked up I was facing a tall young man’s back. He stopped in front of me. I couldn’t focus on anything because of the people screaming. I tried to walk past him, when he started to talk.

“Jung-bin…” his tongue had slipped my name. I look up at him with a stern look.

“Is that…Zelo?” I whispered to myself.

“Jung-bin? Are you…here?” he said as he looked around.

I stared at him, covering my mouth.

“He can hear me?” I thought to myself.

“Zelo-yah! Hurry up! We’re going to be late for Music Bank!”

“Coming hyung…” he said, as he was ambivalent whether to call my name or walk away. He walked away towards his hyungs.

I looked at him, walking away, farther and farther. I felt the distance between us becoming greater and greater.

“Zelo—”

“AHHHHHHHH!!!!” A group of girl screamed as they ran towards the group of men. I didn’t feel anything as they ran through me. I stared at the back of his head, appalled… “Does he…how did he—” suddenly I was pulled over to an alley.

I pushed against the wall, but I almost fell through until a hand grabbed my wrist.

I look up to see who it was and it was a man wearing a black jacket. He looked very sketchy. I wanted to scream, but even if I did no one would hear me.

“What are you doing?” the man asked me. I couldn’t look at him because I was scared of him and was appalled from seeing Zelo.

“Do I know—”

“Sungjae!!!”

“Yea, yea I’m your hero blah, blah. What are you doing? I said you have to make him forget you, not remember you!”

“I didn’t do anything! He just walked passed me and…called my name.” I said as I sighed.

“Well…it seems like he really can’t forget you, huh?”

I just nodded my head. I was mad at myself, not being able to remember Zelo. Why was he so special to me? That’s what I wanted to know.

“Can you…by any chance…turn me into…a human?” I asked carefully while avoiding Sungjae’s eyes.

“What? That’s impossible!” He said while lightly punching my arm.

I dropped my head, tears filling my eyes.

“Why…”

“Hmm?”

“Why me? Out of all the people in this world, why did he have to fall in love with me!!!” I croaked while sobbing.

Sungjae was taken aback, but soon placed his hand on my shoulder.

“Do you remember the conversations you had with Zelo?”

I shook my head.

“Well…maybe if you hear this one it will spark something in your head.”

I raised my hand telling him to continue.

“Love will bring us back together. Wherever we are, love will always bring us back together—in whatever shape or form…”

I looked up, touched by the words that slipped from his mouth.

“Zelo said this?”

“Of course…well that last part I made up, but…wasn’t it good?”

I slightly punched him wanting him to tell me more about Zelo.

“I’m kidding. Anyways, yes…he really did say this.”

A smile was plastered on my face after listening to Sungjae recite what Zelo had said to me.

“I can’t believe he said that to me…”

“Hey! Don’t forget your mission! You have to make Zelo forget you!”

His words hurt me.

“But I want to get to know him! I think I should remember the guy before making him forget who I am. I want to know him more!”

“So naïve…just because he said those words you have hearts in your eyes now!”

I shook my head.

“I don’t want to know him more because of that, but…the tone he called my name before…it sounded familiar. And he didn’t seem irritated either…the way he said my name sounded…loving coming from his mouth. I don’t think he hates me.”

“Of course he doesn’t. You were his first love, and he was your first love.”

I blushed at what he said. I was shy ever since I was young, and I just couldn’t believe that I went out with a guy like Zelo. He looks a bit aggressive and cold, but…I guess that means I need to know him more.

“I’m going to go find him!” I said while jolting out of the alley.

“You better fulfill your mission!!! You better not come back until your complete your mission!”

I waved my hand, gesturing that I got his message.

Sungjae smirked to himself.

“She just totally ignored me…”

I ran towards the door of the building. Luckily, I was able to pass through with a breeze until I heard one of the officers talking.

“Did you feel a cold wind?”

“Cold wind? It’s the middle of July! Why would there be a wind?”

“Never mind then.”

I walked into the building while wiping the sweat off my forehead.

I followed the staff members to the rooms where the celebrities were. I look for a door that says ‘B.A.P’, but I couldn’t find one anywhere. Groups of people pass by me, but don’t notice me.

I kept wandering around the studio until I finally found the door that read ‘B.A.P’.

I place my hand near my chest and breathe deeply.

“It’s okay Bin-ah…you can do it. They won’t notice you. Just go in and look for Zelo.”

I was about to walk through the door until someone called my name.

I turn around and saw a tall figure a couple feet away staring into my direction.

“Jungbin…”

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