Is She Gone?

Taeyeon's POV

she looked so happy and i loved it i love making her smile i never thought someone would change me like that but this girl is an exception, i never thought life is really beautiful but with her around it's way more than that "TaeTae palli palli" she said running afraid that i would catch her any time but "you're too slow taeAAAAAH" yep i caught her "hahaha gotcha" i trapped her and put my arms around her waist and started spinning until we fell on the ground with me on top of her "YAH you cheated" Tiffany said pouting, gosh those lips how i wish i could kiss them "Aww you're so cute" I pinched Tiffany's cheeks and got off of her and laid next to her on the grass she hugged me and i hugged her back i could feel her smiling against my neck. It's been 5 years, 5 years of loving and caring about this girl i have no idea what's going on with me I’ve never cared about someone like that before but she's different when I’m with her i feel like my nonexistent heart would get out of my chest any minute this feeling was forbidden i wasn't allowed to interact with her but i couldn't care less i love her i can't leave her she needs me

"Taeyeon-ah" she tugged my shirt and i swear i could feel her heart beating so fast "hmm?" i acted coolly she looked into my eyes i was frozen i wanted to stay like that forever "turn me into a vampire" she said biting her lips looking cuter than ever i couldn't help it but smile, she looked confused "why are you smiling I’m serious" and damn she looked serious "nothing it's just i don't think you're ready yet" i said and yea the confusion was still showing on her face. "and how do you know I’m not ready i know i am "she raised her pitch, is she getting angry? well she definitely looks hot angry, i sighed "Fany-ah are you ready to let go of everything? your life your friends your family?" she stayed quiet and so did i, she wasn't ready and deep inside she knew it too i wasn't ready too i can't, I just can't turn her into a heartless vampire i mean how could i take my baby’s heart away!

"Fany-Ah there is something i want to tell you, something really important" that's it i have to tell her, i have to tell her how much i love her but I’m afraid she would say no I’m afraid she would feel scared and leave me what if she doesn’t have the same feelings? what if she only sees me as a friend! "what is it taetae?" okay maybe I’ll tell her later "ahmm not now it’s getting late, we’ll talk about it tomorrow" what a coward Taeyeon "oh sure but i don’t wanna go home now please just another 5 minutes" she said burying her face in the crock of my neck "hehe arasseo" it felt so good

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"are you sure Fox?"

"yes master"

"that girl she never listens I’m gonna show you what I’m gonna do Taeyeon,  you've gone so far. Fox?"

"yes master"

"get me that girl alive do you understand?"

"your wish is my command"