I'm a college girl... a big fan of BIGBANG, my U.B is gdragon..

OMG!! Why he is my bias? I know many girls adore him because he's just so handsome and perfect guy!!

I have a lot of poster  of him around my room,,, you can see his face on the wall, ceiling and even on the door which my parents can also see it. My bed sheet, my pillow cover and all the furniture in my room has his presence ofcourse...I'm not a sassaeng fan, I'm not obsesses...duhh~~

Its just the way how i support him... even i know he dont know that I'm doing this~ Y.Y

He even don't know I exist because I'm just a fan...

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"FAN"

 

Thats the saddest part of being a fan of a certain idol.... Many of us imagining our bias and us, as a couple, having kids, getting married, fairytale like story with them,,,,,but  ITS JUST IMAGINATION AND IT HURTS ... really hurts T.T

 

Everyday I woke up... I always think... Why I'm just a fan? Can't i be with my bias?

Can we be....lovers?

 

 

 

 

 

in reality?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Class is over...  I wonder why the girls are screaming so loud? It depends if their crushes is passing over our campus~

Duuuhhh~~ Its irritating... So i continue walking till I get out the door when suddenly...Jiyong came near to me to get me.. JIYONG?? JIYONG COME TO GET ME?? KWON JIYONG?

 

"HEY!!! Hey! wake up!! Our professor is coming!"

Gawd! Its just a dream?? I thought its for real -_- I'm just about to die if this happen~

Heoll~ Kwon Jiyong will get me here in school? Why not? If that happens all the girls will freaking get jealous over me .. HOHOHOHO!!

*I'm just imagining for the whole*

"MISS!! Are you listening?"

YES MAAM!!

Duuuhh~~ This freaking professor.. destroying my imagination time...  -______-

I don't even want to listen to her every she will lecture -__-

So while she's lecturing and not facing over here... i silently walk to get outside this room -_-

Succesfully!! I did it!! YES YES!! *dancing to michigo!* yeah!! michigo! michigo!! hahaha!

I go to the rooftop and spazz over my bias~

hmmmm....hmmmm.... WHAT??? HE'S IN REALTIONSHIP WITH KIKO? and who's that kiko?!!!

NOOOO!! HE CAN'T!!! NO!! GDRAGON NO!!! <333

NOT NOWWWWW~~ WHHYYY~  T.T

 

After what I read on the net earlier makes me weak and down as I go home..

I look to those posters of him and i suddenly ask myself again... WHY I'M JUST FAN?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I can't accept the true..

I spazz and spazz.... and I found out ITS JUST A RUMOR!!
YEHAAA!! RUMOR!! ITS A RUMOR!! DANCCEEEE~ WOHOO!!

ITS JUST A RUMOR PEOPLE!! xD

MY BLOOD GOES UP!! I'M STILL ALIVE! I'M STILL ALIVE!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MOM!! Where's my KWONJIYONG's poster?? Why its missing? Its just here and I paste it here and now why its not here?

"It falls down earlier so I put it on your drawer"

On my drawer? YOU FOLD IT MOM??

"Yes~"

WHHHHAAT??! NO!! MY KWON JIYONG!

"Calm!! Its just a poster!"

Its not just a poster to me mom~ T.T Its so precious to me~ Y.Y

 

 

My mom maybe don't understand what I feel,,, even its just a poster.. it means everything~

 

 

 

 

 

 

Many people would ask... why KPOP? Why not A-pop?

Why the poster is so precuos? Its just a paper?

 

 

If I tell the story... ITS A LOOOOOONNNGGG !! STORY!!