Siwon glared at Ryeowook from across the room, watching him from over the top of his newspaper. The smaller boy was sitting with Yesung and watching television, both of them gently hugging together. Siwon glared at them both, wishing that they weren't there.

Getting up, he went to find Kyuhyun.

 

"Teukie hyung, where's Kyu?"

"He's practicing his solo Siwon, he'll be back soon."

Siwon just sighed, Kyu was always practicing his solo, or rehearsing with KRY. Feeling the anger and jealousy boil inside him, he went to his room and lay on the bed. Curling into a ball, he glared at the wall and clenched his fists. Kyuhyun never spent time with him anymore.

 

If Kyuhyun wasn't putting in any effort to see him, why should Siwon?

 

Getting up, he picked up his jacket from the floor and went to the kitchen.

"Teukie hyung, do you want to go out with me?"

"Where to?"

"Just out, I need some fresh air."

"Okay then, but I need to be back for 7."

 

Walking around, Leeteuk gently put his arm on Siwon's. "Do you want to tell me what this is really all about?"

"I don't know what you mean.."

Leeteuk stopped, and softly took Siwon's hand. "Is everything okay? You never want to just walk around. Did you want to tell me something?" His voice was gentle, like a parent, and Siwon nodded.

 

Leading the boy to a bench, Leeteuk sat down and gave his hand a gentle squeeze. "Tell me when you're ready Siwon. I'm happy to listen to you."

Siwon just looked at the bench, deciding how much to tell the leader. Looking up he saw Leeteuk's gentle face, and he shuffled forward, hugging into his chest. Leeteuk just rubbed his back, pressing kisses to his hair as he waited for the younger boy to speak.

 

"Kyuhyun never spends time with me, hyung.. He's always practicing or just going out with Ryeowook and Yesung. He says that it's a 'meeting', but they're just going for dinner together. He doesn't want to be with me... He should break up with me if he really feels that way, it would be better than whatever relationship this is..."

Leeteuk just held the boy close, knowing that Siwon was fighting back tears.

"Siwon, I know that it feels like Kyu's avoiding you, but he's really not. He's just under a lot of pressure from his schedules, and he hasn't got much time to spend at the dorm. He sleeps with you every night, and he always hugs you when he can. I promise that once the album is released, Kyu will spend much more time with you." He looked at the boy. "And he doesn't want to break up, he loves you so much. I was talking with Yesung earlier, and he said that Kyu was desperate to finish the album so that he could be with you. He was crying about it."

At those words, Siwon broke into sobs. Leeteuk just cuddled him, rubbing soothing circles into his back and hugging him tightly.

 

"And Siwon, Yesung and Ryeowook don't want to steal Kyuhyun away. They honestly are discussing the album when they go out together, it's not just an excuse. Ryeowook loves you Siwon, he would never want to hurt you like that. And Yesung, well, he loves Ryeowook. So neither of them will be trying to steal Kyu's heart."

 

Cuddled together, Siwon hugged Leeteuk tightly. "Thank you for comforting me hyung.."

"You're welcome."

 

Back at the dorm, Kyuhyun came running in through the door. "The album's finished Siwon! Siwon?"

He looked in the kitchen, and in the bedroom, before bumping into Yesung.

"Hyung, where's Siwon?"

"He went out with Leeteuk, he wasn't looking too happy."

"Do you know where they went?"

"No. I think to the shops?"

 

Picking up his phone, Kyu dialled Siwon's number as quickly as he could.

"Siwon?"

"Yes Kyu?"

"We fin- Wait, are you crying?"

"N-no.. What was your news?"

"The album's finished, and we can spend more time together. I've missed you Siwon."

"I've missed you too Kyu, why don't we do something tonight?"

Siwon smiled brightly, wiping his eyes. "Can we just stay in? I want to cuddle with you."

 

Leeteuk grinned as he listened to the sweet conversation, and saw the love and happiness return to Siwon's eyes. Kyuhyun was back, and he had more time to spend with Siwon, more time to give him. And Siwon would give him all his love in return.