Kyuhyun stood awkwardly as Siwon hugged Sungmin, pressing kisses to his hair and squeezing him. Unable to stand it, he turned and went to bed, trying hard not to cry.

 

He knew that Siwon wasn't cheating, he knew that Sungmin wasn't trying to steal him away, but he still felt jealous. He wanted to hug Siwon close, to be able to kiss him all the time. But the older boy liked to hug everyone else as well.

Lying under the blankets alone, Kyu tried to sleep.

 

Closing his eyes, he saw in his head all of the times that Siwon had hugged the other members and kissed him. Sometimes, it felt like Siwon hugged the others more than Kyu, more than his own boyfriend.

Turning over, he tried to get rid of his annoyance.

 

Sungmin was a good friend, he was caring and gentle, and had been the one to help Siwon and Kyuhyun get together. Kyu wasn't really angry at Min, or Siwon, he just wanted to spend more time with his boyfriend.

 

Today was their day off, and Kyuhyun had hoped to spend the day with Siwon, going to the beach and then coming back to drink wine and talk. Instead, Siwon had spent most of the day helping Sungmin fix his car, and had hardly spoken to Kyu all day. The wine sat untouched.

 

Feeling warm arms slide around him, he pulled away, leaving Siwon sad and confused.

"Kyu? It's just me. Are you angry at me?" His voice was gentle, and he sounded really upset. "Please don't be.. Have I done something wrong?"

 

Kyu looked at Siwon. The boy's eyes were wide, and he looked as if he might cry. He put a hand out, reaching for Kyuhyun. "I'm sorry..."

The younger boy took his hand and gently squeezed it, pressing kisses to the fingers.

"Don't be sorry, I'm not angry.. I'm just a little upset, that's all.."

 

Siwon looked at him, and his arms stretched out to Kyuhyun, almost begging him for a hug. Kyu finally shuffled over and felt the tight embrace, as Siwon hugged him close and kissed him gently. Although his lover's arms were warm and secure, Kyu could detect the faint scent of Sungmin's shampoo, and it spoilt the moment.

 

"Why are you upset Kyu?"

The boy pulled away, and looked at Siwon gently. "I-I.." He took a deep breath. "I guess I was just being selfish.. It's our only full day off together this week, and I wanted to go to the beach with you and drink wine together. But instead, you stayed here and fixed Min's car whilst I sat and played video games alone. I hardly got to talk to you but you hugged Sungmin so much.." He looked down at the sheets, and felt Siwon's arms wrap around him almost painfully.

"Kyuhyun I promise tha-"

"I know that there's nothing going on between you two. I'm not accusing you of anything. I just wished that we could have spent some time together, that's all..."

 

Siwon hugged him close, and gently cuddled him.

"I'm sorry Kyu.. Why didn't you come and fix the car with me?"

"Because I don't know how to fix cars.. It would have been boring.."

 

The older boy sat up gently, still hugging Kyu close.

"Why don't we spend time together now?"

The younger boy smiled ily. "Are we thinking of the same thing?"

Siwon nodded, holding him close. "Yes! A pillow fort!"

"Ah yes, that's just exactly what I was thinking of..."

As Siwon went to get the pillows and blankets, Kyu just smiled at his innocent boyfriend. They had definitely not been thinking of the same thing.

 

Holding Kyu's hand, Siwon pulled him to the living room, and began to rearrange the furniture. Pushing the sofas together, they both jumped when Leeteuk came into the room holding a saucepan.

"Oh thank goodness...I thought we were being burgled! What are you doing? It's almost midnight.."

"We're building a fort hyung!" Siwon said happily.

"A fort? Can I come in?"

Siwon looked at Kyu, and saw the boy nod his head happily.

"Of course you can hyung, bring some snacks."

 

As Leeteuk skipped off to the kitchen, Siwon hugged Kyu close.

"I thought you wanted it to be just us?"

"I want to spend time with you, to have fun with you. We don't have to be alone, just together."

Siwon smiled brightly, and hugged him tighter.

 

An hour later, and all of the members were sitting in the fort together, squeezed tightly and lying on soft pillows.

Slowly, in ones and twos, the members had woken up and come to sit in the fort. Kyuhyun smiled, hugging close to Siwon.

 

"And then, she went around the corner..." Yesung whispered, holding a flashlight under his face. His voice went very quiet, and he leaned in close to the centre of the circle. "Boo!" he shouted, making Ryeowook scream.

Laughing loudly, he passed the flashlight to Kangin.

"Th-that wasn't funny Yesung.." Wook said, hugging into him tightly.

"It was hilarious!" the older boy said, holding the boy close. "Are you shaking?" he said more tenderly, holding the boy closer.

"Yes.. You almost gave me a heart attack.."

"Oh no! Quickly! The kiss of life!" Yesung shouted, pressing his lips against the younger boy's. Smiling together, they hugged warmly.

 

Looking around the circle as Kangin told his ghost story, Kyu smiled happily. They were all together, hugged up warmly in the fort. Sungmin and Henry were resting together, cuddled up on the pillows. Next to Siwon, Donghae was also looking tired.

 

As the members slowly fell asleep one by one, Siwon hugged Kyuhyun warmly. Although it didn't go to plan, they had spent the day hugged warmly together, and had both enjoyed it. Kyuhyun nuzzled into Siwon, no longer feeling jealous of Sungmin for the hugs. 

 

He knew that Siwon gave his hugs to the members, but he gave his heart to Kyu.