"Being tangled up with the past feels like taking painkillers over and over but still you are able to breathe and feel the pain you can't bare"

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He took my hand and kissed each finger of mine telling me how much he truly loved me and how gorgeous I was. He looked straight to my eyes as if i was the only person he can see though we're in an exquisitely lovely room full of undoutedly lovely ladies in their most beautiful dresses. I can't help but to gasp with what he did,making my whole face glow in bright crimson red.

I can feel my heart beat raised in an unbelievably fast rate as he smiled at me and whispered to me "i love every bit of you".

But when he was about to near his lips to mine, I felt a cold breeze touching my face as if I was in front of a gigantic fan and when I opened my eyes, the beautiful room was changed to a dim-lighted murky room i really hated to see. The whispers of the people inside the room was turned into the deafening silence of my room.And to my horror he was gone, Luhan was totally gone. I tried looking for him everywhere just like how a child would look for her mother when she was suddenly out of sight but I know---I certainly know I wouldn't find him anymore.

I lied on the floor hopeless, my vision got blurred by the continuous flow of my tears. I tried to stop my tears from falling but my efforts went to waste because even though I really want to, my brain couldn't process everything properly.

I was yet awakened by the painful reality, erasing every little hope I got from my dream which was my very last sweet escape.

Maybe painkillers would help me relieve the pain, even if I die.. I'd gladly take these tablets that can atleast ease this unbearable pain.

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Hi Fallen Angels and Ace Babies! I am here yet to bring you a SEOHAN fanfic!

Hope you'll like it :)

Comments are all welcome!