What Now?
Description
four years. you've been madly in love with him for four years.
the four years of spending together meant everything for you. does he feel the same too?
what if he doesn't? what if he says "the four years we spent together was nothing."
time has passed and you locked yourself up in your room.
you couldn't believe what happened. you thought everything was good.
your mind can't stop thinking about him.
"what have I done wrong?"
"am I really that stupid?"
"I wonder how he's doing"
"does he miss me?"
"does he still love me?"
"no.."
Foreword
What will happen to us now?
- your POV -
it's over. it's really over, I thought as I was looking down at the ground.
I never thought that I'd end up like this. pathetic.
all these four years of being together was nothing for him anyway, what's the big deal?
oh you know, I just loved him with all my heart to the point that I'd rather die than to lose him—now that he is not my property, should I give up on life? wait, is he even worth it—what am I saying, I loved him.
l o v e d.
sighs, sounds of my screaming and crying filled the room for weeks. I can't seem to get over of what happened. is this how reality treats pathetic people like me? I'm giving up on life.
I have to give up.
I have to give up this crappy life.
I guess this is the end of my story.
- Kai's POV -
what the hell just happened? why did I wake up with no source of warmth beside me? ugh, my head is pounding like hell. where are you, _____? all these questions running in my head like a broken record. it pissed me off like hell.
I have to find my comfort zone. I just. . . need time to get over this girl.
it may be hard for me to do so, though I know that one day, everything will come back to normal. I'll get used to this. being alone almost all the time.
I mean, I did it before she even met me right?
I'm moving on.
though I can't find the reason why I should let her go.
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