This is not an update. 

First of all i need to apologise to my subbers. I've been mia for years. I had few reasons.

I don't know if people are still in aff or not. Did they move somewhere else?

I don't know if people are reading my stories or not. Am i clowning myself?

Over the years so many things happened to my favourite groups and most characters in this story. Beast is now known as Highlight. Hyunseung is no longer with them, Junhyung is now not in Highlight, Mblaq is not around, Hara passed away ; ; and Secret disbanded leaving me having so much feels that i dont even know where to start. 

This story is left with few chapters and i really want to end this but with things that happened, i feel reluctant. You know i dont wanna ditch my story as well and somehow i'm already working since 2017. (hahahaha it's been four or five years wow) 

Highlight/Beast is still my favourite group tho they're not what people read these days. To me, ot6 will still be in my story and those who didn't agree can unsubscribe. I also have like 15 drafts on fanfic related to hyokwang/beast/mblaq/bap. then there's oldie me that don't know much about these rookies. (sighs) why there gotta be so many of them. 

Should i continue? I mean one of the character is Kangin as a lawyer which in real life he's not a law abiding citizen. I feel weird about it. Help me please. I really want to continue writing. 

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