Dara's POV

I found myself sitting on a chair, staring at myself, my eyes are swollen from crying, my nose turns red, i feel light headed, i can't seem to move, i shift my gaze to my right and found a picture frame, i reach out my hand and grab it, it's our photo, me and chaerin when we were kids, i smiled at the thought of her but tears starts to fall freely again, i don't want to cry no more but i can't stop it from falling

"Dara sweetie, we have to go now.." i heard my Mom's voice, i look at her thru the mirror, she's wearing a white dress just like me

"I don't want to go mom.." i said to her, i saw walk towards me then place both of her hands on my shoulder

"You have to, you need to darling.." she whispered, i look at her teary eyes and gave me a faint smile

"It hurts so much mommy, the minute she's here with me and now.. she's.." i don't want to say that word, it crushes my heart, it gives me a hard time to breath, i felt my mom hug me behind my back

"I'm sorry sweetie, i'm so sorry.." she said, i cried and cried, why this things happens? now that i know i want to be with her, now that i want to tell her what i truly feels for her, she left me! Damn it Chaerin why?!

When i open my eyes once again, we already arrived at the church, i get out of our car, i can't find my mom and dad, i think they are already inside waiting for me. I'm standing there looking at this big church, i took a step but every step i made make my heart beats faster, i'm trying to gather my strength but the only person who can give it to me is already gone, it took a while before i reach the last step and now facing a huge door, i can hear music inside but no voices, i took a deep breath and push the door, once i got in, i saw a lot of people looking at me, most of them giving me a look of sympathy while the others is crying. I walk slowly, my eyes keep on gazing everywhere, i saw Chaerin's parents, they were both crying and didn't look at me then i saw Minji and Hana, the latter give me a warm smile but she has tears on her face while Minji is crying too, i continue my walk down the aisle, i dream of walking like this, walking down the aisle while my love waits for me at the end, now it came true but it's a lot more diffrent than my dream. I stop on my tracks when i reach the front and saw a picture of Chaerin then i saw my Unnie walk towards me

"Dara.." she said, i look at her

"I'm glad that you made it today, Chaerin will be sad if you didn't come to her wake.." she added, still my mind can't accept the fact that she's dead, gone, vanish. Her memories are still fresh in my mind, i know she's not dead, she's just.. she's just sleeping but the reality hit me when i saw the casket beside her picture

"She's waiting for you Dara, you know that she can still hear you.." my sister told me, i nod my head and start to walk again, as im getting nearer the casket, i want to breakdown and cry, i wanted to scream so loud but all i could do now is to cry silently, i'm on my last step and i'll see my baby now but before i move my foot, i close my eyes and place both of my hand on top of it, my eyes are still close, hoping that she's not there when i opne it, hoping that she's still alive and we can be together forever, if only i can turn back the hands of time

I took a deep breath, i can hear my heart beat and then i slowly open my eyes

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