"Dara!!" Dara slowly open her eyes, she blink both of her eyes for a few times, adjusting to the light illuminating her room, she saw her mother looking at her

"Mom.." she said

"I'm here to wake you up so we can go to the hospital but i heard you like your in pain, you're having a nightmare sweetie.." she explained

*A nightmare* Dara thought, she look at her mom again

"You promised us that you'll visit Chaerin this time, it's been 3 weeks since she got into the accident and you never came to the hospital to look at her.." Dara didn't said a word, she felt a relief knowing that Chaerin is not dead

"But mom, i'm scared.." she blurted out

"Scared of what?" her mother asked her while picking up some clothes on the floor

"Scared that she won't wake up anymore.." Mrs. Park head towards the bed and sat on it

"Don't think that way Dara, you must be strong for her, she needs you no sweetie.."

"Do you think if i'll talk to her, she can hear me?"

"Yes she will, don't loose hope, you know Chaerin is a fighter, let's keep on praying for her okay?"

"Okay mom, give me 15 minutes to change, i'll meet you downstairs.." Mrs. Park smiled at her daughter and hug her, Dara broke the hug and run towards the bathroom

*I know it'll break her heart more if she finds out that Chaerin's brain is not functioning anymore, how can i tell you Dara that her family decided to remove her life support after you visit and talk to her*

AT THE HOSPITAL

Dara and her mom arrived at the hospital after 30 minutes of driving from home, Dara who will visit Chaerin for the first time in 3 weeks has mixed emotions and feelings inside, she's excited to see her again at the same time so heart broken knowing that Chaerin is in a comatose stage

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3 weeks ago

"Chaerin is.. she's.. she's.." Dara can't continue what she's saying, she feels that her head is gonna explode from all of what's happening to them right now

"Dara! What happened to Chaerin?!" she heard her sister asked on the other line, she wanted to speak but she felt dry

"Dara!" Bom yelled, Dara took a deep breath and look at the door beside her

"She got into an accident, a nurse informed me and i went her as soon as i can.." she explained

"Okay, is she alright? Where is she?" Bom asked, panick

"She's inside the intensive care unit, i haven't talk to the doctor yet Unnie, please i need you here right now.."

"Okay, wait for us, we'll be there as soon as we can.." Dara ended the call, she don't have any courage to go inside the room and look at Chaerin, she know she'll just breakdown and cry in front of her

'This is all my fault, i love her but i pushed her away, i'm afraid that we can't be the same anymore once we get back together, that the anger inside me is still there, i don't want to hurt her or me but i know by deciding to marry Taeyang is the most painful thing i said to her, Chaerin please forgive me..'

When Bom and Minji arrived, they found Dara still sitting on the floor, staring into nothing, not moving at all

"Dara.." Bom said and hug her sister, Dara cried again

"It's all my fault Unnie.." Dara said

"No, it's not your fault nor Chaerin's fault, don't think that way okay.."

"If i didn't pushed her away, i should have said that i'm still in love with her.."

"You still have chance Dara, she's still here with us. I'll go talk to the doctor and wait for me here okay.." Dara nod her head, Bom stood up and let Minji stay with Dara while she go and talk to the doctor

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BOM's POV

i heard my phone beeps and saw a message from my mother, she said that she and Dara are already on their way here, i look at Chaerin, she's been in a coma for three weeks now

"Auntie, mom texted me and she said that she and Dara are on their way here.." i told Chaerin's mom about the text, she smiled at me and nod her head

"She really loves your sister, Bom. I remembered the night she talk to me and told me that Dara is marrying Taeyang, i know her heart broke at that news but she keep on believing that in the end, she and Dara will live together forever.." she said to me while looking at her daughter

"Dara loves her too, Auntie. I know there's a purpose why she's still alive today and i know she can wake up Chaerin in her sleep.." i answered

"I hope so Bom but i don't know, you know what the doctor said.." i remembered that night, i left Dara with Minji while i talked to the doctor

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"Ms. Lee suffers from head trauma which damaged her brain badly. Based on the police report, she's not wearing helmet when she got into the accident a couple of hours ago, a car bump her back tire which cause her to loose control of the vehicle and collided with the truck on the other lane. Her head bump into the windshield which cause the trauma she's facinf right now. I'm sorry to say this but she's in a comatose stage.." the doctor explain to Bom about the incident that happened to Chaerin, Bom can't believe on what she heard

"Uhm, d-doctor, will she be able to wake up again?" she asked, she thinks about Dara

"In her condition, we still don't know Ms. Park, we have to do some test to make sure she's not brain dead. We will give her some meds and will continue to monitor her brain activities.." Bom nod her head, how can she tell Dara about this

"Can we keep it between you and me, i don't want my sister to know it yet, there's a lot thing that happened between them, please doctor.."

"Okay Ms. Park, you can see Ms. Lee now but one person at a time only.." he said

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"She's already brain dead, Bom. No matter what Dara says, she can't make my daughter wake up again.." i heard Mrs. Lee said which brings me back to reality

"I'm sorry, Auntie.." i answered

"Don't be, i'm not blaming Dara for what happened to her. She don't want this to happen, all i wanted right now is that Dara will see her for the last time before i turn off her life support.."

"Are you sure about that Auntie? I know she'll wake up soon.." i look at Chaerin's mother, she's been crying the night, i know she don't want to do this but as far as we know, Chaerin's brain is not responding anymore

"I have to do this, i want her to rest for good.." she answered me

DARA

"We're here.." I stare at the door for a while, room 221

"Who's in there with her, mom?" i asked my Mom

"Her mother and your sister Dara, they are waiting for you. Minji, Hana and Seunghyun will be here in a while.." mom explained it to me, i look at her and held her hand, i reach out for the door knob and turn it, after the door opens, i saw my Unnie look at me and stoop up from the bench she's sitting a while ago

"Mom, Dara.." she said, she walk towards us, she stop in front of me

"She's waiting for you.." my sister whispered to me, i look at the bed and there she is, my Chaerin, i let go of my mom's hand and slowly walk towards the bed, i stop again and look at Mrs. Lee but she nod her head at me so i continue walking again, i saw all the apparatus attach to her body and head, there's a bandage covering her head, a respirator who keeps on pumping air so she can breath

"Chaerin.." i said, i carefully place my hand on top of hers, caressing it slightly

"Sorry for not visiting you often.." i said again, i felt my sister tap my shoulder and gave me a chair so i can sit while talking to her

"I miss you, i miss you so much baby. I don't have any strength and courage to see you like this, i'm sorry if i made you feel that you are not important to me anymore. I'm sorry that i pushed you away baby.." i started to cry again, i played with her fingers and smiled

"I remember the time you spent for 3 days with me when i got sick and you didn't sleep well for the past 3 days because you want to make sure that i'm okay but after that day when i got well, you sleep the entire day, you even snore and too lazy to get up.." i look at her heart monitor

"If is it too much to ask if said to you to please open your eyes baby, open you eyes for me please.." i look at her, im loosing hope, im afraid that i won't see her smile again, her voice that makes my heart skip a beat, her warm hug that can make me feel at ease

"I can't live without you Chaerin, i'm not complete without you, you are my other half right? Bom-Unnie is right, i have a purpose why i'm here and that purpose is to be with until my last breath but how can i fullfil that if you're going to leave me baby?" i bow down my head and cry, i heard the door open and close but i don't give a damn to look who it is

"I want to give us a chance, i want to spend my life with you Chaerin, i'll be here waiting for you, i know you can hear me so please baby wake up, please open your eyes, please i beg you.." but still there's no respond, my baby's eyes are still close, no movement at all then i heard a loud beeping sound